Memories

TGX

2011-09-28T06:12:00.000-07:00

This post is a little late but this is for TGX~

Our Gintama group :D

Sakata Gintoki: Jasmin
Shimura Shinpachi: Loki
Kagura: Me
Okita Sougo: Clay
Hijikata Toshirou: Xen
Yagyuu Kyubei: Gregory
Sakamoto: Sheng Yang
Mutsu: Olivia

Sorry I'm not really sure which photogs took all these photos ^^;
But still! A big THANKS to them (^_^)

These are some photos that we took :D

Kagura VS Sougo

These 2 are my favorite shots ^^

OMAKE~!

Anyway, that day I've finally got to meet Viospace~!

Got a hug too ♥♥♥♥

Almost fainted~ Love her Itoki ♥♥

Made me go doki doki (*^_^*)

Anyway~ I want a photoshoot!

so far Jasmin and I are going to do Yoshiwara ver for Kamui and Kagura

Peiwen is gonna be our photog :D

Photoshoot on our birthday~! Kinda excited! I can't wait!!

2011-09-26T05:40:00.000-07:00

Sket Dance x Gintama Collaboration!

さすが銀魂とＳｋｅｔ　Ｄａｎｃｅ！

面白いです！

The only thing I look forward on monday is Gintama.

As expected of Gintama and Sket Dance, they never fail to make me laugh

Now.. I can't wait for Thursday~

Anyway, I was planning to have a photoshoot at Chinese garden on my birthday~

I guess we're going to do Yoshiwara ver. of Kamui and Kagura~

I hope my manager approves of my leave (^_^)

2011-09-25T06:47:00.000-07:00

This post is purely for my reference. In case I forgot which anime I've watched or games I've played

List of anime I've watched:

A
Aishiteruze Baby
Ao no Exorcist

B
Bleach
Bokura ga Ita

C
Cardcaptor Sakura
Claymore

D
D. Gray-man
Dear boys
Death Note
DN Angel
Durarara!!
Digimon

E
Eyeshield 21
Elemental Gelade

F
Fairytail
Final Fantasy
Fruitbasket
Full metal panic!
Full metal panic? Fumoffu
Full metal panic! The second raid
Full moon wo Sagashite

G
Gintama
Ghost hunt

H
Hakuoki
Hayate no Gotoku!
Higurashi no naku koroni
Higurashi no naku koroni kai
Higurashi no naku koroni Rei
High School of the dead
Hetalia
History's strongest Disciple Kenichi
Hyakka Ryouran

I
Inuyasha

J
Junjou Romantica
Jigoku Shoujo
Jyu oh Sei

K
K-ON!
Kateikyoushi Hitman Reborn!
Kaze no Stigma
Kekkaishi
Kimi ni Todoke
Kuroshitsuji

L
Love Hina

M
MAR

N
Naruto
Naruto Shippuden
NANA
Nurarihyon no Mago
Nodame Cantabile

O
One Piece
Ouran High School Host Club

P
Peach Girl
Pokemon
Prince of Tennis
Princess Princess

Q

R
Ranma 1/2

S
Sailor Moon
Saiyuki
School Rumble
Sengoku Basara
Scrapped Princess
Seikai ichi Hatsukoi
Starry Sky
School Days
Shuffle
Skip Beat
Sket Dance
Slam Dunk
Soul Eater
Special A

T
To Love Ru
The Wallflower
Togainu no Chi
Toradora!
The Melancholy of Suzumiya Haruhi
Tsubasa Chronicles

U
Uta no Prince sama

V
Vampire Knight
Vampire Knight Guilty

W

X
xxxHolic

Y

Z
zero no Tsukaima
Zombi Loan
Zatch Bell

There's Probably more to it but I can't remember the rest for now (^_^;)

Otome Games Played:

Starry Sky- Spring
Starry Sky- Summer
Starry Sky-Autumn
Starry Sky- Winter
Starry Sky- After Spring
Starry Sky- After Summer
Starry Sky- After Autumn
Hakuoki
Sengoku Rensenki
Tokimeki Memorial Girl's Side 1, 2, 3
Asaki, Yumemishi
Bloody Call
Hiiro n Kakera
Otometeki Koi Kakumei: LoveRevo!
Vampire Knigh
Ouran High School Host Club
Duel Love

List of Artist that I like

Alice Nine
Aqua Timez
Angela Aki
Aragaki Yui
AAA
Akanishi Jin
Ayabie
An Cafe
Big Bang
CN Blue
BugLug
D=OUT
ELLEGARDEN
FT. Island
Flow
Gazette
High and Mighty Color
Ikimonogakari
KATTUN
Kana Nishino
Kinki Kids
Kanon Wakeshima
LM.C
L'Arc~en~Ciel
Miwa
Nana Mizuki
Namie Amuro
NEWS
Nightmare
Orange Range
ONE OK ROCK
Plastic Tree
RADWIMPS
Scandal
Spyair
SID
Siam Shade
SuG
Shimizu Shota
Shounen T
The Kiddie
Utada Hikaru
UVERworld
ViViD
V(NEU)
Venomstrip
WaT
X-Japan
YUI

List of Seiyuu:

石田彰
小野大輔
浪川大輔
奈奈水木
鈴村健一
前野智昭
宮野真守
鳥海浩輔
綠川光
杉田智和
中村悠一
遊佐浩二
岸尾だいすけ
平川大輔
神谷浩史
福山潤
中井和哉
森川智之
日野聡
三木真一朗
安元洋貴
寺島拓篤
小西克幸
井上和彦
堀江由衣
坂本真綾
大谷育江
釘宮理恵
折笠富美子
田中真弓
優井上
市瀬秀和
竹内順子
近藤隆

These are the only few that I can remember ^^;

2011-09-25T06:44:00.000-07:00

オタクに戻った～！

よろしくね！

The otaku is back~

Just had a sudden urge to start blogging (^_^)

Probably no one reads this but I' m gonna start doing a few long post on my cosplay, anime watched, cosplay plans etc~!

お楽しみにしてくださいね～

2010-04-17T00:22:00.000-07:00

Just heard a song by Kis my ft2
Love it <3
I think the lyrics is great. the melody is really soothing too
so i decided to use it for my blog song ;D

SMILE – Kis-My-Ft2
Your smile makes so many other people smile too
So I hope you realize that you aren't alone!
Because the day will come when even those tears turn into smiles
I want you to always be smiling!

What are you looking at as you look down?
I bet it's too dark to see anything...
Who is blaming you?
If something bad happens, will you rely on me?

The more you think about it
The more difficult the answer you'll come up with!
That's not the real answer...
Call upon yourself more naturally

The violence of words, poison in your heart
They seem to have gone inside and are severe, tough and a huge shock
For some reason your chest seems in pain
Only feelings that seem about to burst remain

When something seems to be pushing you down
Have the strength to jump right back at it!
There is nothing you can't do!
You should just be yourself!

Your smile makes so many other people smile too
So I hope you realize that you aren't alone!
Because the day will come when even those tears turn into smiles
I want you to always be smiling!

When you want to smile, then smile
It's okay not to force yourself to smile
When you want to cry, then cry
There's no shame in letting your tears fall

Rather than having 100 friends
It's better to have one friend you can trust
Because you are not alone
Lift up your face and stand up!!

Your smile makes so many other people smile too
So I hope you realize that you aren't alone!
Because the day will come when even those tears turn into smiles
I want you to always be smiling!

So give me your smile again!
If you smile, those around you will smile too
They'll realize that meaningless things are precious too!
We only have one life, we can't stop the time once it starts moving
I want you to always be smiling!

君の笑顔でこれだけの人が笑っているのに
１人じゃないと気づいてほしいよ!
いつかその涙も笑顔に変わる日が来るから
君にはずっと笑っていてほしいよ!

下向いて何を見ているの？
暗くて何にも見えないの...
誰が君のこと責めてるの？
つらい事あったなら頼ってよ?

考えれば考えるほど
難しい答えしか生まれないから!
それは本当の答えじゃない...
自然なままの君で唱えなさい

言葉の暴力心に猛毒
入った様に苦しく厳しく超ショック
何故か胸が苦しくて
張り裂けそうな思いだけ残って

何かに押し潰され
そうになってもそれを跳ね返す強さを持ってよ!
君にできない事は無い!
君は君らしく君で居れば良い!

君の笑顔でこれだけの人が笑っているのに
１人じゃないと気づいてほしいよ!
いつかその涙も笑顔に変わる日が来るから
君にはずっと笑っていてほしいよ!

笑いたい時に笑えばいい
無理して笑わなくたっていい
泣きたい時に泣いたらいい
涙流すのは恥じゃない

友達１００人出来るより
信じれる友一人でもいたらいい
だから君は１人じゃない
顔上げて立ち上がってごらん!!

君の笑顔でこれだけの人が笑っているのに
１人じゃないと気づいてほしいよ!
いつかその涙も笑顔に変わる日が来るから
君にはずっと笑っていて欲しいよ!

だから Give me your Smile again!
笑えば周りも笑顔になって
意味の無い事も大切と気づくよ!
一度きりのLife 動き出した時間は止まらない
君にはずっと笑っていて欲しいよ!

2010-04-17T00:13:00.000-07:00

LONG TIME NO BLOGGGG

what i did in the holidays ?
went to celine's house for gathering blah blah
went for my godfather's funeral.
caught a flu from my niece
went to swensens for the first time
bought presents for my niece
TP released my time table
& JOHNNY'S JUNIOR FANATIC ;DD

had fun at celine's house but at the same time i kinda regretted
because i could have seen my god father for the last time.. but can't help it it's over ;<
Even though i'm not close to him.. it's still sad to see him like that
thats the first time i think cancer is pretty scary.

my niece is sick. she's having a fever and flu but now she passed the flu to me =.=
yesterday went swensens for the first time. okay i know i'm damn noob.
thanks to kelvin. he treated me to swensens ;D
next time it's my turn !
then i went to buy a pair of shoes. luckily k choosed the correct one because this pair squeeekks !!
just went to the clinic with my mum and my niece. DAMN SICK !

and my stupid time able is out. luckily got into the same class as lydia ;D
FRENCH and free hand drawing.. i'm sooo dead T.T

2010-03-11T07:46:00.000-08:00

HEHEHEHEHEHEHEHEHEHEEEEEEEEEEE

Yesterday
I'm so crazy over Johnny's Jr once again ;D
LOVE their concert. It was AWESOME !
didn't eat dinner and lunch
so went out with kelvin at 11pm+ to eat
in the end 85 market closed so we went to the mac at bedok =.=
first time i went out so late to eat. It's DAMN fun ;DDDD

Today
went to find zhicong who kept complaining he's SUPER lonely on his birthday
met zhicong and zhihong & they were wearing couple tee ! haha JK .
They were actually playing the grab candy game in arcade
in the end he caught a female stitch and BIG BIG DOMO KUN from the jackpot
Thank you vey much hehehe
instead of giving him presents, he gave me xD

After that met Celine and went to work at Bishan
Telemarketing is really BORING =.=
haha but at least got work i'm happy already ;D

My Stitch and domo kun ;D

2010-02-28T23:12:00.000-08:00

YAY HOLIDAYYYYSSS!!!

I guess my results will be VERY screwed up
because our study week is on chinese new year's week. So not cool =.=
Chinese new year is kinda boring

Went to gary's house with xing but left very quickly with Orange to study at Mac
Seee orange! i promised to blog about your drawings
HAHAHAHA DAMN FUNNY

OKAY !
Some Updates on Kpop
I got to see SHINee !
got Onew's Signature. He's AWESOMELY CUTE!

Then went to see Brown Eyed Girls
They were so darn pretty ! (:
& I got JEA's Signature.

& had fun blah gr mumm blahh with my niece hehehe

She's so excited cause she saw me;D

& recently i can't get enought of yami yogurts ! ;DDD

anyone want go eat with me ;D

Hahaha suddenly my no. of boards increased

& i'm kinda disappointed by kwave fans =.=

The Blue Sky

2010-01-28T03:19:00.000-08:00

I love the sky (:
蒼い空が大好き(:

Today while walking home
i started to stare at the sky
I kinda love doing that
I feel free and relaxed

I wish I could be like the sky
Be free with no worries
It's so far away but it's so calming

These few days i'm really busy with school work
Sometimes it feels kinda hard to breathe.
But i feel kinda relaxed after staring at the sky

Oh yeah.. i saw a bird today
it's head was ripped off and body almost half gone
must be done by the cat ;<
Feels kinda sad. R.I.P birdy

anyway got to study now!
JIAYOUUUUUUU (:

2010-01-16T03:35:00.000-08:00

I've got my new specs ! ;D

Haven't been updating lately ~
i'm busy with projects

new year = busier

on the first day of 2010 had celebration at celine house
played mahjong till morning. won some money ;D
next day went to meet xingyi and stayed at her house
went to gym with jiexin last week and shopping ~
had lots of projects on due so had to rush alot

New year - a happy and unhappy year
life is full of up and downs
ohh well that's life LOL

last week got back alot of test papers
and japanese is probably my favourite. i got 57/60 ! ;D
SUPERRRR HAPPYYYYY ;DDDDDDDD
and celine did alot of funny stuffs on thurs xD

Friday when i went back home
on tv.. CN BLUE !
saw their debut on music bank
omg it was GREAT. love the song 외톨이야 (:

today met celine, hazel and yvonne for project
blah blah blah
and i kept hearing someone call my name =.=

END OF STORY ;D

2009-12-27T02:19:00.000-08:00

SCHOOL STARTS TOMORROW !

I'M DEAD D:

2009-12-27T01:27:00.000-08:00

Saturday
Met my secondary school mates at bedok inter
but in the end only Kexin, Jiaji and David turned up
met zhicong on train and blah blah
went window shopping at vivo
then had lunch at long john
eventually we went to palawan beach

& i hate it when people tell you they're going, but last min tell you they can't make it
don't make empty promises. make people angry only

anyway ~ we took lots of photos
and even took videos xD
watch it on facebook !

Photo take by me ! cool right ?! potential photographer LOL

By me also

Our comic ! ;D

director& photographer &producer & editor = ME

actors = kexin, david and zhicong

Had dinner at KFC

it was fun ;D

outing again soon ! ;D

went home and chatted with my BFF!

then i slept haha

OUTING AGAIN SOON PEEPS (:

2009-12-27T00:26:00.000-08:00

THURSDAY

met Celine on bus then went to matthew's chalet

ate alot of sausages for dinner

then matthew's friend kept giving us drinks

after that Jinyang, Yvonne, Amelia and Jiexin went off

so only Celine, Kelvin, Waihou and me stayed

went to the 2nd floor for more games and drinks

In the end Kelvin and matthew's friend slept

then around 4am we played the snow

had alot of smashing snow on people's face LOL

After that we went walking around at the beach

but heard Kelvin vomitted so we went back to check on him

Soon, Jiexin came back

cause she coulden't get into the club

then went to the beach again

saw one crazy uncle =.=

After that we went for breakfast at mac

then continued slacking at the chalet until noon

anyway.. i had fun at the chalet

MERRY CHRISTMAS PEEPS ! ;D

Thanks to Jiexin for the stitch again

I LOVE IT !

& the comb. i saw that it helps for people who has hair loss problems xD

FRIDAY

came back from chalet

then slept for awhile

after that had to go to my sis house for celebration

played Wii, ate dinner and had cake

My christmas tree

cute huh ? ;D

HAPPY HOLIDAYS PEEPS ! ;D

2009-12-12T09:37:00.000-08:00

SUNDOWN FESTIVAL !

GOSH! i love it
but it was at fort canning park so we're like feeding the mosquitos
went there at 10am and it was kinda chaotic.
Primmadonnas were quarrelling =.=
it's suppose to be a happy event !
but it's also the organiser's fault cause some of them came really early.

ohh well waited for a really long time and finally then concert started..
everyone rushed to the front, and YEAH i coulden't see a thing.
there was like a twin tower infront of me
but luckily when mario came out the twin tower shifted

The culture show was pretty cool
love the drums performance
after that there's the art performace
followed by the B-BOYS
the B-BOYS were great !
I got pretty high xD

After that was MARIO and Park Si Nae
her vocals was great and Mario did quite a good job to make us all very high
after that was Lee ji su.
i kinda pity him, he can't speak english and was being laughed by many people
so he said sorry his english wasn't that good
i screamed to him "it's okay" in korean and soon some people started too (:
great to see SG fans being nice ;D

Next was T-Max
T-MAX WAS AWESOME !
LOVE THEM !
luckily i kinda heard most of their songs ^^

THE PRIMADONNAs including me were really happy !
When they sang Barae everyone were really happy
but still hongki's attitude is kinda..
pretty disappointed but oh well i love his voice !
Seunghyun attempted WonBin's rap in Love sick
The song that made me LOVE kpop ;D
It was pretty good but i think of course Wonbin does it better
kinda miss him ;(

LASTLY BROWN EYED GIRLS
they started with sign
ahhh LOVE them so much !
they sang Sign, L.O.V.E, You raise me up, Abracadabra and How come.
I screamed to all their songs
because i started liking them since they sang L.O.V.E

I didn't know Miryo could speak ENGLISH !
so when it got pretty quiet i screamed MIRYO !
she turned to my side and said thank you
then everyone waved back LOL

Thank you unnie
you made my day ! ;D

ohh and seems like this is the first time Brown Eyed Girls performed outside of korea
so they seemed pretty shocked to see they have to many fans
i hope they come back again !
THEY WERE AWESOME !

I WANT ANOTHER SUNDOWN FESTIVAL NEXT YEAR !
;DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD

2009-12-12T09:24:00.000-08:00

EXAM IS OVER ! ;D

Thursday
went to the airport to fetch my kpop stars
yeah i'm kinda crazy but ;D
hehehe.
hongki is still as anti-social with fans
i'm getting quite irritated by his attitude
but T-max was really friendly despite most of the people carrying FT.Island boards
Mario came out first, next was Lee Ji Su , T-max and lastly FT.Island.
everyone were really friendly except for hongki
he looks really fierce =.=
everyone seems satisfied exceot for me
he came to SG for 2 times but his attitude was really bad =.=
but ohh well, love his voice can't really hate him

Friday
went for movie with classmates.
NEW MOON. TAYLOR LAUTNER ! ;D
yeah and some stupid stuff happened.
i was at HMV b4 movie but the kpop artist weren't there
arounf 5+ some idiot were giving out flyers.. seems like they were there at 2.30
WTF ?! heartbrokened !
anyway, went shopping with my cousin then went to CQ to drink
after that went home

2009-11-06T06:29:00.000-08:00

Haven't been blogging much because i was tooooo busy
when school started Jiexin got me a STITCH PENCIL CASE !
damn cute ! I LOVE STITCH ! ;D
thank you Jiexin !

Just now went to SUBWAY for lunch
I LOVE SUBWAY ! ;D
then we went bowling during the 3 hour break
& blah blah

watched minami sineyo ep 9 yesterday
omg ! so sad & funny LOL

i want a dwaeji-toki ! (means: Pig-Rabbit)
soooo cute ! ;D
any kind souls wanna get one for me ? xD

anyway.. gonna rush and watch EP 10 now
cause Hazel wanna discuss with me ;D

2009-10-26T07:53:00.000-07:00

Today

had lect but halfway through
most of class people skipped
because we don't have any notes !

Hazel accompanied me to find Stella's house
and i got my ticket for FT.Island's combined concert !

after that we decided to skip accounting lect
then we went to play badminton

i wanna watch minami sineyo so badly !
i feel so sad for yonghwa !
geun seok always interupt yonghwa and shin hye !
gotta wait ! >.>

2009-10-26T07:15:00.000-07:00

Saturday

met Hazel to see LEE MIN HO !
had our breakfast then went to T1 to wait for him
it was all worth it !
compared to the prevous korean stars, he's REALLY friendly
he smiled to everyone ;D
me and Hazel was like : OMG HE'S CUTE xD

photos credits: xing.sg

after that he had a press conference so Hazel and I went to plaza sing to shop first

Etude house was really crowded

we were pushed and stepped on by some crazy fans who pushed us from the back

so because of safety reasons, it was cancelled

kinda sad but it's okay since we saw him at the airport

in the end they give out cotton wool for fans =.=

ahh but it's better than nothing luh

then we went in to shop and i bought a facial wash

Photo of him in press conference i think ?

he's still cute LOL

after that went to orchard to collect Hazel's ettusais product

so i decided to visit the Etude house in ion

they were giving out free mask and i bought some mask and got minho's file ;D

I CAN'T WAIT FOR FT.ISLAND's TRIP

i think i will get even more high than this ! xD

ohh and i shall post some of the things he said ^^

credits: yahoo news

The actor shared that his skin condition took a turn for the worse after he became an artiste, thanks to his hectic work schedule and the makeup piled on his face for filming. To maintain his good looks, a proper skincare regime, routine lifestyle and sufficient water and rest are the utmost essentials for him.

( i think his skin looks great =.=)

He even jokingly commented that he was worried about having a bulging tummy and tries to exercise "whenever possible".

"I feel that Singapore is very clean and orderly. It feels like a very peaceful place. You guys are very lucky to be living here and I hope to return in future too."

The tall and lanky 22-year-old actor also shared that he has heard of the famous Singapore chilli crabs and expressed his desire to have a go at the local dish that night.

He set the hearts of girls a-flutter when he gave his take on Singaporean girls. "I feel that everyone is very cute and sweet, I am very happy to meet all of you." And if that was not enough, girls were bowled over when he revealed that age and nationality are not a concern for him when he falls in love.

( which girl doesn't ?! LOL )

The first time i saw Etude house i really liked it

i think it's super princess

i kinda love it xD

2009-10-21T09:09:00.000-07:00

YESSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS !
i'm happy !

Stella bought the tickets !
i'm going to see FT ! <33333

anyway today had class and blah blah
i was in a good mood for the whole day xD
had japanese lect.. i have a good feeling LOL !
sooooo gonna aim for A ! yay ~

I'M STILL EXCITED FOR THE CONCERT !
HONGKI WAIT FOR ME ~~~ ;D

2009-10-18T08:38:00.000-07:00

FT.ISLAND (:

yes !
i'm going to see FT.Island, Brown Eyed Girls and T-Max this dec !
Stella is going to go with me ;D
hopefully we can get the $65 tickets !
AHHHHHHHHHHHH so excited
Hongki oppa wait for me ! ;D

PRIMADONNA ! ;D

anyway.. tomorrow school is starting
minna issho ni gambarimasho ! (:

MUSIC

2009-10-16T02:10:00.000-07:00

MUSIC
I really like the OST
especially the song 약속 promise, 여전히 As Ever, Lovely day
but i guess i love 약속 most. i had to have it as my blog song ;D

But unfortunately i could only get the lyrics for 여전히 As Ever ;X
ohh well i like the song too ^^

사랑은 아닐거라고 절대로 아닐거라고

Love is not like that. Love absolutely not like that.

매번 속여왔지만 내 맘은 자꾸 너를 부르고

Although I am deceived every time, my heart sometimes calling you.

한 걸음 도망쳐보고 한 걸음 밀어내봐도

Want to run away just one step, it seems like it push me away one step

그럴수록 넌 내 안에 커져가고 있어

Even like that, you’re growing up in my heart.

그만큼 사랑하나 봐 그만큼 기다리나 봐

This should be call LOVE, This should be call WAITING

그토록 아프게 해도 내 맘을 널 떠날 수 없나 봐

Even I got hurt, I still can’t let go of you.

사랑은 하나 인가 봐 내 맘은 변치않나 봐

It seems like LOVE, it seems like my heart beat doesn’t change.

널 향해 지켜온 사랑 이제는 다 말 할 수 있다고

Keep all my love for you, at this moment I can say it out loud.

따뜻한 너의 눈빛이 따뜻한 너의 사랑이

Your warm eyes, your warm LOVE

달아날수록 내 안에 커져가고 있어

Flying away farther, but you’re still growing up in my heart.

그만큼 사랑하나 봐 그만큼 기다리나 봐

This should be call LOVE, This should be call WAITING

그토록 아프게 해도 내 맘을 널 떠날 수 없나 봐

Even I got hurt, I still can’t let go of you.

사랑은 하나 인가 봐 내 맘은 변치않나 봐

It seems like LOVE, it seems like my heart beat doesn’t change.

널 향해 지켜온 사랑 이제는 다 말 할 수 있다고

Keep all my love for you, at this moment I can say it out loud.

널 사랑해

Love You

때로는 사랑이 혹은 눈물이 우릴 힘들게 해도

Sometimes LOVE … Sometimes TEARS We got exhausted.

사랑해 사랑해 네 곁에 너만 있으면 돼

Love Love If you’re by my side that enough.

여전히 사랑하나 봐 여전히 기다리나 봐

It seems like I still love you. It seems like I still waiting for you.

머리를 속여보아도 가슴은 속일 수는없나 봐

Even brain can got deceived but heart can’t be.

사랑은 하나 인가 봐 내 맘은 변치않나 봐

It seems like LOVE, it seems like my heart beat doesn’t change.

널 향해 지켜온 사랑 이제는 다 말 할 수 있다고

Keep all my love for you, at this moment I can say it out loud.

널 사랑해

Love you

AND lastly!

FT.Island's new mv for the japanese single called raining

LOVE THE MV <333

2009-10-16T01:23:00.000-07:00

Today

just started watching You're beautiful
ahhhh Hongki oppa <333
he's really cute in the drama
and i love his hair colour ! ;D

Yesterday

finally got the time table
it looks packed
but i'm happy
i got japanese as my first CDS (:

すっごくうれしい !
あたし頑張ります !

after that went to celine's house to play mahjong
then played badminton and went home

just heard from hazel that ft is coming to sg for a combined concert

hopefully this is not the concert that fti rescheduled

i wanted the fanmeeting + concert + album package !

Brown Eyed Girls is comng too !

i wanna see jea and ga in too :X

but forget it i want ft only >.>

2009-10-16T01:14:00.000-07:00

Last thursday
went out with xingyi after her promo exam
thanks alot for the ear rings i love it (:

went to bugis for some shopping

ohh yeah i just dyed my hair using the liese bubble hair dye
is super easy to use haha
but the colour is not so obvious though

2009-10-06T10:40:00.000-07:00

MUAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA (:
i'm finally 17teen ! ;D

that's why i'm so happy ;D

Thanks to everyone who had wished me

esp Rala Unnie !

she was the first and the last to wish me <33

i'm glad to have known you !

Gabi too <3

Thanks to my sis, AMELIE(: ,Vanessa, Georgy, Jiexin, Zhicong, Jiaqi, Sarah, Matthew, Xingyi, Kelvin, Amelia, Celine, David, Jeremy kor, Stella & all those who wished me in FB (:

Okay so Amelia, Celine, Kelvin, Jiexin and i went to TOPone

had lots of fun

finally TOPone had NOBODY !

hahaha i want nobody nobody but chuu !

Thanks alot peeps (:

This is like my best birthday ever !

i haven't had a cake for like 10+ years ?

because my birthday falls on the exam date

super pathetic LOL

The cake is cute ! and best of all CHOCOLATE ! ;D

We're all 17teen !

.. okay except kelvin, TWENTY years OLD haha

After we left TOPone

Jiexin and Amelia had to go

so celine, kelvin and i went to play pool

after that went for dinner @ fish & co

then arcade but celine had to go

and as usual someone is stuck at Jubeat. LOL

so after that went to take MRT

then talk alot of crap~

hahah kelvin learning how to drive

ey ey next time 9am class shun bian leh lol xD

When i went back home

i had another cake WOOOOTS !

THANKS to my family ! ;D

seriously this is like the best birthday ever!

AMELIE ~

alittle update on her

she wore her dress to her aunt's wedding

cute huh ? ;D

I LOVE HER ! ;D

& Once again thanks alot to those 4 !

LOVE YOU GUYS ! xD

2009-10-05T00:44:00.000-07:00

I finally bought my ettusais product yesterday ;D

hopefully it's good muahahahaha

today went to get my pay !

WOOT ! 300+

so much more than i expected. muahahaha i'm happy ;D

after that went to buy stuff for Amelie ! ;D

i bought a toy for her

i love her lots ! ;D

now i have $$

i'll be waiting for FT.Island's concert

ahhhh hongki oppa ~ come quickly !

2009-10-05T00:23:00.000-07:00

DORAMA ~

haven't blogged for a long time already ~
i've just finished watching bloody monday and binbo danshi
Bloody monday is about terrorist attacking japan
and miura haruma is a hacker who would help the Third I to stop the terrorist
the plot is good ;D
everything i pretty unexpected

binbo danshi is a drama
miura haruma is in the cast too <33
but oguri shun is the main character
it's about shun as a binbo(means someone who is very poor)
he borrowed alot of money
and got to know megane sempai and nancy who helped him alot
quite a nice dorama.

2009-09-21T09:16:00.000-07:00

Recently i haven't been going online or fb-ing
because i was stuck in my otaku world ~
but i absolutely LOVE IT ! ;D

because Amelie was here
my week was EVEN BETTER ;D
I LOVE HER ~

anyway.. just finished summon night: twin age on DS
this game is GREAT ;D
hahaha and ouran hshc manga is GREAT !
i have alot of manga i wanna read >.>
hope i can finish my otaku list before holidays end~

ciao ciao ~
hopefully tomorrow can go sing k with jiexin >.>

2009-09-21T09:12:00.000-07:00

I'M BACK !
finally ~

last last week started to work at the IT fair
it's so tiring >.>
but ohh well it's over ;D

can't believe jx asked for a guy's no.
& best of all.. that guy was my school mate's brother LOL
the world is small hahaha

pics taken from jiexin's blog (:

2009-09-09T05:17:00.001-07:00

OTAKU CORNER ! (:

finally finished vampire knight's anime
i have to say.. it got me excited
BUT the ending sucked
so i'm gonna start reading the manga once again
muahahahaha back to my otaku side

anyway... i just remember the seiyuu for yuki cross was horie yui, the seiyuu of tohru honda in fruitbasket.

ahhhh 懐かしいな ~

I've watched it when i was little
and i have to say I LOVE IT
it's like the best anime i've seen so far.
It never fails to make me cry whenever i rewatch or re read the manga

and I LOVE THE SONG <33
the lyrics are pretty & meaningful. (:

とてもうれしかったよ　君が笑いかけてた
I was so happy, you were laughing
すべてを溶かす微笑みで
With a smile that melts everything away

春はまだ遠くて　つめたい土の中で
Spring is still far away, inside the cold earth,
芽吹く瞬間（とき）を待っていたんだ
Waiting for the time to sprout

たとえば苦しい今日だとしても
For instance, even if today is painful
昨日の傷を残していても
And yesterday's wounds remain
信じたい　心ほどいてゆけると
I want to believe that I can free my heart and go on

生まれ変わることはできないよ
I cannot be reborn
だけど変わってはいけるから
But I can change as I go on, so
Let's stay together　いつも
Let's stay together always

僕だけに笑って　その指で　ねえ触って
Smile only at me and touch me with those fingers
望みばかりが果てしなく
This simple desire is everlasting

やさしくしたいよ　もう悔やまぬように
I want to be gentle, like no longer regreting
嘆きの海も越えていこう
Let's get across this sea of mournful sorrow

たとえば苦しい今日だとしても
For instance, even if today is painful
いつかあたたかな想い出になる
Someday it will become a warm memory
心ごとすべてなげだせたなら
If you leave everything up to your heart

ここに生きてる意味がわかるよ
I understand the meaning our living here
生まれおちた歓びを知る
It is to know the joy of having been born
Let's stay together　いつも
Let's stay together always

たとえば苦しい今日だとしても
For instance, even if today is painful
いつかあたたかな想い出になる
Someday it will become a warm memory
心ごとすべてなげだせたなら
If you leave everything up to your heart

ここに生きてる意味がわかるよ
I understand the meaning our living here
生まれおちた歓びを知る
It is to know the joy of having been born
Let's stay together　いつも
Let's stay together always

ahhh !
i wanna complain !
the endings for ouran, fruitbasket and vampire knights sucked !
all of my favourite anime's endings are pretty crap
luckily reborn is not ending soon..

gonna start work tomorrow >.<
ahhh GAMBATTE !
don't get sacked >.>

YOSH ! GAMBATTE !

2009-09-08T05:57:00.000-07:00

Recently went out with Jiexin
for job hunting
hmm.. after writing out resume
went shopping at bugis
then we watched orphan at iluma
the movie was pretty cool (:
saw kexin there too ((:

took around 200 photos with my webcam at iluma LOL

anyway.. got a job at the IT fair thanks to Jiexin (:
cannot get sacked >.> JIAYOU ~ hahahaha

OTAKU CORNER! (:

seems like i'm going back to the otaku lifestyle

watching anime and gaming

but i love it <3

Vampire knight on ds <333

the graphics are great

and once again.. they SPEAK (:

muahahahaha i've picked up afew kanji

it's a good way to learn japanese hehehehe

Recently found this song ウソツキ . Usotsuki. [Meaning: Liar]

used to love this song alot

around 1 or 2 years ago ^^

& i still love it now <33

ウソツキ

君のことを想う　そのたび
上手く息が出来ない
本当の自分を隠して
何が欲しいんだろう

一番の理解者なんて　笑顔見せるから
一つまた嘘がこぼれた
君が好きなのに…

この声が枯れるまで
言葉にしたい　言えないまま
押さえてた鼓動へと　涙溢れてく
愛しさが強がりに変わってしまう　気付いて…
狭い空の下で　私は君を見つめている

優しさは時に無情だと
身体のどこかで知り
人ごみで感じた寂しさ
そばにいるのにね

改札をすり抜けてゆく
私のこのキモチ
宛てもなく揺れるばかりで
君へと手を振るよ

飛び込んだウソツキに身を任せて
どこへ行こう
もどかしさ募るほど臆病になるよ
胸の奥　口ずさむ永遠の世界
いつの日か　同じ未来に会いたいと願う私がいる

この声が枯れるまで
君のことを想ったなら　その胸にたどり着く？
そばじゃない、隣がいい
愛しさが強がりに変わってしまう　それでも
狭い空の下で　私は君を見つめている

2009-08-31T08:43:00.000-07:00

FANGIRLING TIME !

recently.. started playing DS
and i don't know what i started playing an otome game
super girly but it was great !
the voices, graphics, scenarios etc etc were GREAT !
one of the best !
the game was tokimeki memorial girl's side

surprisingly i could understand what they were saying (they were speaking)
and i could understand what my character wrote
so i pretty much understood most of it
SUPER COOL ! at least i can keep up my japanese :D

& this game kinda has a fairy tale..
i'm a sucker for fairy tales :D

parts from the second season's ending :

B: Why are you crying?
G:
B: Why won't you say anything?
G:
B: Hey, are you a mermaid?
G: Mermaid? (only lips moving)
B: You're finally speaking. What's wrong?
G: I can't find my parents (lips moving)

N : And so, the youth and the maiden who met on the shore fell in love.
N: Although the maiden couldn't speak a word, the youth didn't mind.
N: The maiden watched the calm sea, her eyes expressing what she wished to say in words.
N: Heartless villagers expressed their hatred in violence towards this mermaid maiden, so she had no choice but to return to the sea.
N: In place of a goodbye, the two exchanged a kiss.
N: They believed that someday, the ocean would bring them together again.
N: After bidding farewell to the mermaid, day after day, the young man continued to scan the ocean horizons.
N: And one day, filled with determination in his heart, the youth left the island in search of his love.
N: He never returned.
N: The villagers, filled with remorse for their treatment of the two, decided to switch on the lights of the lighthouse. the beacon shines for the two lovers in the dark nights.

translation credits: seaside sketch, meli

I LOVE IT !

it may sound dumb to some people

but i love it :D

2 thumbs up to konami ! :D

2009-08-31T08:30:00.000-07:00

today
just went back to Damai to see the teachers
mrs loke wasn't there... awwwwww :(

glad to see my dear friends again ! :D

HAPPY TEACHERS' DAY ! :D

last week just celebrated jiaqi's 17th birthday !
happy birthday ah hyuk ! (:

anyway... I NEED A JOB ! D:

2009-08-18T04:49:00.000-07:00

Went to meet jiaji at mac
suppose to meet at 12
but he was late for 1 hour !
david also !

study study study
then david went off early
and i created a new nickname for jiaji : BIMBO !
lol okay lah HIMBO okay ? seems like that's what he wanted

looks more like squirrel than bear lah jiaji =.=

actually i didn't think i'll miss my secondary school life
but after today
i think i kinda do feel sad
i missed peiwen going crazy chasing the guys in class
i miss playing with suhailah in class and nagging her
i miss jiaji gaying and crapping about you know who
i miss playing with seet leei aka ah zor and rachel aka ah zor's friend
i miss playing basketball with them during PE lessons
i miss the whole class disturbing the teachers
i miss my whole class ! wait... okay maybe not some b*tches
etc etc

i miss xingyi
used to see her every day but now we can barely meet up
i missed talking about idols with jiaqi in school
i missed meizheng joining us to watch the suju videos in class !
i missed my bestfriend
missed canoeing
i hate to say this but i kinda do miss life at damai !
if i could.. i'd wished for a day we're all back in damai for class !

I LOVE 4E4!

anyway...
IT'S TIME TO STUDY !
JIAAAYOUUUUUUUU!!

2009-08-17T01:24:00.000-07:00

kope-ed from my sis
damn cute huh ?

everytime i look at her i feel like smiling (:

hmm.. yesterday
played with ziv and amelie

then went to meet jiexin at airport around 7+
then studied till 6 in the morning

now i'm damn tired =.=
but i'll still upload the photos :D

Feeling super sad
i don't know why...
maybe cause i'm back to being alone at home ?
it does feel damn lonely...
COME BACK WEEKENEDS !!!!

anyway...
SMILEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE
i must SMILE and be happy ! :)))))))))))

2009-08-14T22:33:00.000-07:00

Saturday

My parents keep watching Taiwan's News channel
it's reporting on these people who have lost their homes and families
really super sad so i had to blog about it >.<
RIP to those who didn't survived the disaster

anyway.. enough of the sad stuff
Amelie wore the clothes i bought :D
but then she vomitted milk on it =.=

Friday

skiped CSA
studied econs
then went to meet Kelvin, Amelia and Jiexin

went to mind cafe
had LOTS of fun
laughed like mad

Credits: photos kope-ed from Jiexin's FB

haha singapore's Blair ? xD

Played Repeat Pete

played this game
we're not supposed to laugh but... not funny at all haha

Played monkey !
hahaha

FYI : it's not a balloon lol

Jiexin got in ? O.o

Then we had dinner
& blahh blahh

Thanks ah Amelia
all the unglam photos hahaha xD

After that went to play pool

After that we went home
had lot of fun yesterday

thanks peeps ! (:

SMILEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE :))))))

2009-08-11T22:31:00.000-07:00

I wanna hide at home
I wanna play with Amelie
I don't wanna think of any troubles
I wanna go back to being a baby!

I wanna dig a hole and bury myself !

BUTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT !!

I WILL BE FINE ! :D

RAWRRRR >.<

SMILEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE (:

MUAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA :D

SMILE LIKE AMELIEEEEEE :D

GOOO AWAAAYYY DEPRESSION !!! SHOOOOOOOO !!

Zhicong this applies to you too !
let's get rid of depression !

DEPRESSION IS CRAP !
muahahahahaha
always SMILE ! :DDDDDDDD

thanks alot to jiaji for counselling me ! :D

2009-08-11T04:37:00.000-07:00

Life is full of insecurities

about friends, studies and family

IT SUCKS !

INSECURITIES SUCKS !

2009-08-09T09:33:00.000-07:00

today went out with kelvin and jiexin
met kelvin at mrt station and went to orchard first
ate at ion
then went window shopping until he embarrassed me =.=

kelvin uncle wanted to take the swensens balloon
tried to stop him but not enought strength to pull him
so he win lor
give me the balloon
make me look like a kid.. so pai seh

after that, went to taka to meet jiexin
kelvin bought the Royce chocolate as promised !
haha SUPER NICE D:
but also super expensive haha
thanks alot shu shu ! :D

then went to ion and far east to do some window shopping
then went to celine's house
played mahjong
i lost $4.50
luckily not alot...
then ordered pizza for dinner
we coulden't see the fireworks T.T
but ohh well...
watched tv then went home
i didn't wanna go home so early :X
noooo funnnn
i wanna try going out till morning D:

anyway... i'm tired now @.@
TIME TO SLEEP !

& ohh yeahh
HAPPY NDP ! (:

2009-08-08T08:32:00.000-07:00

Today
had comm skills exam..
i wonder.. are they testing our knowledge or writing speed ?
there's SO MANY questions
but we only had 1hr30min...
my hands were numb when the exams was over !
lol okay.. enough of complaining

went to watch UP with jinyang, jiexin, amelia and kelvin
the movie was pretty good :D

anyway.. tomorrow is finally the only year i will celebrate NDP with friends
usually i would stay at home with my parents =.=
but ohh well... hurray ~

Friday
after school, went for lunch with the usual peeps
then jiexin and me went to kelvin's house to "study"
okay okay.. mahjong session LOL

seems like the whole group is alittle obsessed with mahjong now

2009-08-05T05:48:00.000-07:00

Actually didn't want to go to lecture

but nevermind because i'm a good girl :D

after lecture
went to t1 with kelvin, jiexin and waihou
went to the arcade and :D

BY ME OKAY !
PRO right ? ^^

haha no lah actually kelvin cheated xD
but still we scored 900+ !
then if never cheat..
kelvin and my score actually 480+ only LOL

anyway.. TIME TO STUDY !
STTTUUUDDDDYYYYYYYYYY

YES ! D:

2009-08-03T07:48:00.000-07:00

I've just realised.. it's time to start studying !
EXAMS are coming !

have to motivate myself !

DO IT DO IT !
GAMBATTEE !
FIGHTINGGGG !
JIAYOU JIAYOU !
YOU CAN DO ITTTT !
STUDY STUDYYYYYYY !
STUDY RAWRRRRRRRRRR

lol i'm not in the right mind...

Confused;

2009-08-02T08:52:00.000-07:00

AWWWWW Domo kun found a girlfriend ! :D

these few day i'm so addicted to gossip girl

I LOVE IT

anyways.. today had alittle trouble

but i guess it's alright already

today little zeve? came to play ~

and i made him and amelie hold hand :D

I'M CONFUSED ! D:

alot is going through my mind

make it stop !

2009-08-01T08:34:00.000-07:00

Today
hmmm.. woke up at 2+ in the afternoon ! :D
slept for 12 hours ! muahahah
then started watching my Gossip Girl and cleaned my room
GOSSIP GIRL WAS GREAT ! (:
B*TCH enough.. i like (:

i missed the E4 GANG ! T.T
i just sent a message to my friends
& i really missed them T.T
meet up soon !
JIAJI ! faster plan !

Friday
Another TERRIBLE morning
yeap lack of sleep.. the thing i loved most D:
had presentation blah blah
went for lunch..
after that Celine, Amelia, Jiexin, Kelvin and me went to celine's house

i love her dogs ! so cute
and celine lend me her clothes if not i'll be stuck in the formal wear D: haha
THANKS alot girl (:
her sofa is soooooooooo comfortable
i almost slept.
went exploring her house
i like her 3rd floor
very good to emo lol

after that had dinner with kelvin at Aijisen
then played BBall at arcade
that rich guy wasn't there.. instead we saw a PRO aunty !
after that went to play SWING !

haha you shoulden't have brought me to play swing the first time
now i'm addicted to swings le xD
I LOVE SWING !
but when i sat there and play awhile.. some "ah lians & ah bengs" came
so got alittle irritated by the way they talk
then just went home

Thursday
Morning was terrible!
because i slept at around 2+ in the morning
cause i had to re-do the presentations slides D:
then had presentation for econs

after accounts lecture
went for lunch and went to kelvin's house for mahjong AGAIN !
haha but Amelia and Jianhui went for comm skills halfways
then i took over kelvin
he was losing BUT after i took over.. muahahahahahahaha
i was winning ! haha

AHA ! thanks to me you lost only 50cents !

In the end Jinyang won most. Junming lost most xD
and luckily Jiexin won 40cents !

then went for dinner with Jiexin at pepper lunch
chatted with her and blah blahh blahh

then went home and did my comm skills outline till 2am+ ! D:

2009-07-26T11:18:00.000-07:00

Hmmm
nothing much happened
just that something made me pretty pissed off just now
anyway... it's nothing much

now i just wanna dedicate this post to my dear FTI !
well i'm late actually
but i still love them ^^

PRIMADONNA FOREVER ! <3

The new image ! (:

바래 !

& of course HONGKI ! <3333

seems like i'm back to fangirling xD

i wished he would sing 결혼해줘 to me xD

눈물이 흘러 가슴이 아파 T.T
haix... what to do ?
바래 !

MAHJOONGGGGG :)

2009-07-24T10:45:00.000-07:00

Today had to finish csa we project
so bla blah and junice came to the lab !
after that meet xingyi to pass her ear piece then blah blah blah

After school went to mac for lunch
with Amelia, Jiexin, Celine, Kelvin, Jaz & Jinyang
cause today morning... I SAW SHAKER FRIES ON ADVERTISEMENT!!
haha after that went to kelvin's house for MAHJOONNNGGG !!
hmmm i learn some stuff only
then jaz earned most
PRO LAH !
jiexin lost $18, Jinyang & kelvin lost $6

After that went for dinner at BBQ chicken
then everyone went home
but i didn't want to go home
so kelvin and me walked to TM & CS
but no movie to watch D:

so went to the playground to play swing again
yeap I LOVE SWINGS !
but i forgot to do something D:
that is to look at the sky and play the swing
i don't know why
but i feel relaxed doing that (:
after that went to the playground and played poker xD
I WIN HIM !
haha too pro, cannot help it xD

after that went home
ONE DAY ! i swear i'm definetly gonna see kelvin IC ! lol
hahaha you better watch out xD

TIME TO SLEEP

ANGRY

2009-07-22T00:40:00.000-07:00

i'm kinda getting irritated by my whole family

seems like i'm not apart of this family anymore
i wish i could just dig a hole and bury myself

i've been having lots of problems recently
HEADACHES...

PRESENTATION !

2009-07-21T04:22:00.000-07:00

Today

Lecture was fun haha.
playing the string game with Amelia then laugh like mad
After class went to library to do project
after that went home.

Monday

PRESENTATION DAY !
hahahah i was SUPER NERVOUS !
met the members early in the morning and did the rehearsal and blahh blahh

i was so nervous !
the members said i was speaking really softly lol
after class, everyone took photos !

UNGLAM MOMENTS !

Real life DOMO KUN !!! hahahahah

Stupid Jinyang ! LOL

Last but not least... HAHAHA

hahaha i pity you xD

after that had accs test D:

i think i'm gonna fail..

oohh well

JIAYOU !!!

2009-07-19T03:49:00.000-07:00

Sunday
went to xingyi's house !
met xing at tm then went to buy food and went to her house
after eating, i started doing homework... OKAY i did only OB presentation slides only
then xing was like getting so high on my webcam

Therefore, these are the products ! LOL

To : OUR BFF !! hahaha

To : all you idiots & dumbass ! LOL

That was a pig. present from Aldrich but i ate it. YUM (:

The result of irritating me !

& ganging up with xingyi to bully me ! LOL

2009-07-17T10:07:00.000-07:00

Friday

went to tampines with jiexin, waihou, celine, hazel, kelvin & junming
ate pepper lunch
played arcade.. then benny came
then went to watch HARRY POTTER and the half blood prince
CMI. cannot make it =.=
everyone was like WTH-ing after the movie
after that had dinner and went home

They are fun ! ;DDDDDDDDD
quite shocked to hear what they said about some people
haha didn't know they dislike them so much O.o
... ohh well bu guan wo de shi. just got so shocked

ohh well
talked to jiaqi and it was super funny lah xD
after that chatted with jiexin and matthew.. they taught me new stuff hahaha

& xing take care lahhh ~
please do not die..
faster go see doctor !

anyway
i saw this interesting thing in a website

6. The Backstabber is also either a Drama Fanner or Drama Queen

So how to deal with backstabbers? Stay away from them. DUH ?! stupid answer lol

2009-07-16T05:40:00.000-07:00

Today

i slept at 3.30am last night
and woke up 7.30 am
went to school and bla blahhh

During comm skills, after 5 mins started i D:
CMI. I HATE HER LESSONS !
she loves to drag =.=

after school, went to have dinner with kelvin at 85 market
the wanton mee is =.=
and my soup is like so salty?!
his soup is so much nicer
next time don't go that stall again!
& the tang yuan is GOOD !
i like ;D
THANKS ! next time i can go le muahahahahahahah

tian arh... i'm starting to like talking about food !
getting fatter LOL

today still got bangala hide in the void deck =.=
thanks for sending me home.

& it's time to chiong projects !
JIAYOU !

Wednesday

did projects
then went for OB lecture

chatted with xing on the phone
hope you're all right...
girl... faster go for another checkup
these few days i'm having breathing difficulties too

ohh well...
if she dies first i'll help her and she will help me
if i die first she will help me and i will help her ;D

PRESENTATION ON MONDAY ! D:
die die die die die die die die die die die die die die die die die die die D:

2009-07-13T07:16:00.000-07:00

Today

met junming, matthew, jiexin and kelvin at bus stop
and went for lecture
and bla bla blahhhh
BORING DAY !

almost wanted to sleep in tutorials
but i realise the moment i tied up my hair..
i feel very fresh hahahaha
my hair must be hypnotising me to sleep xD

and on our way to OB tut..
one of the stair case, there was a BIRD NEST !
OMG ! SO CUTE ! the baby birds !!!
hahahahahaha got so high
then i got kinda stuck there xD
I LOVE ANIMALS :)))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))

Sunday

Babies gathering day
played with the babies and blah blah ~

Saturday

woke up by amelie's cries D:
it was scary....
after that tried sleeping again

met kelvin at bus stop and went to Ehub
then he play jubeat and i stoned until waihou came

i think the guys there are quite rude =.=
people play game then all chiong tab cards
can't you people wait ?!

anyway played like 4 hours
after that they went to get their dinner
then we went to the beach ~
hahah walk and walk halfway it rained D:
then we run to a shelter
then suddenly it stopped..

went back out again and played on the swing
YES I LOVE SWINGS ! ;D
but not with someone pushing ! thank you !

after that it started to rain again...
wanted to rush to a shelter
but SOMEBODY said go to bus stop instead
BUS STOP SO FAR
had to run like mad ! lol

waited for bus but there was none D:
so we took a cab
and i think kelvin and the uncle were chatting quite well
hahah age gap lesser maybe ? xD

after that continued playing in the arcade until very late
and STITCH ! D:
stupid! there's this auntie who caught like 4 stitch ?!
waaahhhh i was so jealous
then we catch cannot
after that another auntie catch one more again D:
HEARTBREAK *sound of glass heart breaking*

STITCH ! STITCH ! STITCH ! STITCH ! STITCH ! STITCH ! STITCH ! STITCH !STITCH ! STITCH ! STITCH ! STITCH ! STITCH ! STITCH ! STITCH ! STITCH ! STITCH !STITCH ! STITCH ! STITCH ! STITCH ! STITCH ! STITCH ! STITCH ! STITCH ! STITCH ! STITCH ! STITCH ! STITCH ! STITCH ! STITCH ! STITCH ! STITCH ! STITCH ! STITCH ! STITCH ! STITCH ! STITCH ! STITCH ! STITCH ! STITCH ! STITCH ! STITCH ! STITCH !

DDDDDDDDD:

ohh yeah and there was a cosplay fest that day
alot of people were wearing cosplay or v-kei clothings
BUT some totally no sense =.=

Last Friday

after school went out with kelvin, matthew, jiexin, amelia and waihou
went to tm and ate at pasta mania

THANKS ALOT TO AH GONG aka matthew

FOR TREATING ME TO LUNCH
THANKS DUDE ! ;D

so after that we psyco matthew to watch

A haunting in the connecticut with me, jiexin and waihou
hahahaha it was FUN !
jiexin kept screaming xD
cute arh ? then in the end still grab my hand somemore hahahaha
hahaha but overall i don't think it's scary leh ;X
not bad..

imagine being in a house filled with dead bodies around
lol i think i'd probably freak out =.=
after that matthew and waihou went home
left me and jiexin walking around

when i reached home i played with my niece muahahahahahaha
SO CUTE !

2009-07-06T08:48:00.000-07:00

Today
hmm.. nothing much
EXCEPT.... i'm gonna be the director, producer and writer for our OB role play !
muahahahahahahahahaha...
not sure if it would be funny or not
but i'll definetly try (:

OB group members + the missing marissa ! (:

time to write my script ! ... & accounts homework =.=

I wanna chop down the tree !

even though it's bad..

but a tree which is dying should be chopped off before it starts rotting..

isn't it right ?

2009-07-05T10:48:00.000-07:00

woke up in the morning by Amelie
LOL my sis made her sit on me
yeap she's cute.. i meant my niece

after that my nephew came too
i love weekends =D
cause my house will have 2 babies ~
i can go crazy and play with them (:

& jiaqi
i'm sure it will be fine
don't worry too much le..
all of their species are suckers!

SNOW :(:

It's time to cut down the tree soon
If we don't act fast.. it's gonna rot

2009-07-04T10:49:00.001-07:00

Early in the afternoon.. my mum woke me up
then went grocery shopping
bought alot of SNACKS =D

my niece, Amelie came ! muahahahah
played with her
until just now 1am like that she cried really loud
i got so shocked...
haha shall upload photos later ! =D

TIME TO SLEEP !!

ohhh... btw mat.. don't think about it le !
it's over anyway.. and i think she abit strange =.=

2009-07-03T08:57:00.000-07:00

okay let me think what did i do...
long story =D

Friday
after school it's party time !
waited for kelvin's group to finish their projects
while waiting, jiexin made alot of jokes haha
she's SUPER CUTE ! hope your infrared pro enough to read this xD
hahaha yeah...

then after that jiexin, amelia, kelvin, waihou, matthew, junming, celine, hazel and me went to tm
cause got hokkaido fair ! kakkoii ne ?! hahahah
yeap went to tm's arcade to play
hahaha top up $40
and we started playing
we played the bball shooting game
so fun ! i love bball ! haha
then me and kelvin actually beat the high score 2 times ! 370 + i think
but in the end kelvin and matthew break until the highest became 400+=.=
walao ! leave my nice record there mah ! hahaha

after that slowly slowly one by one went off
then we played DDR !
fun ~ now i' so addicted...
haha gonna borrow the mat from xing soon ! >.<

after that left only me, jiexin and kelvin
then i bought ice cream at the hokkaido fair
ex but nice.. GREEN TEA & CHOCO MILK ! =D
hahahaha ICE CREAM ROCKS !!!!!

after that walk around all the malls
then blah blah blah
ohh yeah saw 3 of my juniors there
hahaha TM is such a small place (:

One Piece ! muahahahahah

if you can't live the glamorous life, then just be the dirt that you are.
karma will come to you !
EVIL woman !

Thursday
LONG DAY
hahaha yes
very tired

Wednesday
went out with benny, jiexin, waihou and kelvin
haha went to watch I Love You, Man
hahaha very funny
then after that went to play arcade !
hahaha the guys got so addicted to jubeat
i didn't play any games though....
after that the rest went off
then me and waihou went to eat
walk around lah like mad
then went to mac for dinner...
wahhh LAUGH LIKE MAD ! hahahaha
btw it's spelled as S.E.R.V.I.E.T.T.E
not servere haha

Tuesday
after school went out with celine, jiexin and amelia
it was fun =D
& i bought my DOMO KUN ! =D
muahahahahaha
& we played the arcade's bball shooting machine
hmmm... then i got 120+ for my individual game
very noob lah =.=

Monday
OB tutor say wed lecture no need go =D

2009-06-27T11:34:00.000-07:00

seems like i haven't been updating much
haha shall start with what happened today ~
gonna be a long post ~

Today
my niece and my sis stayed over
so around 8pm we went to shop at tampines 1
bought my formal clothings from G2000
then borrowed the coat from my cousin haha

OH YEAH ! i forgot to mention
i saw Mr Zaid in G2000 !
haha then he said he saw his JC teacher
so i't like a reunion LOL ~
Mr Zaid = Chemistry Teacher that helped me alot ! THANKS ! (:

Friday
i was late for APEL
my ah ma woke me up b4 she went out
slept till 8.30 then quickly rushed out...
but still late ! haha ooh well..

after school, went to tampines inter to have lunch with Jiexin, Matthew, Kelvin and Celine
after that went to Marina Square with the girls
walked around and yeap it was pretty fun with them ^^
then we saw the new arcade !
OMG ! everyone is like couples and holding alot of soft toy !
WTH i'm jealous ! LOL DOMO KUN !!!!
nvm... the 3 of us at least caught Elmo, Cookie Monster and Big Bird ! hahaha
then went to pepper lunch to have dinner

after that, celine's parents fetch her home
then me and jiexin go make wishes at the fountain ?
okay whatever it is haha
after that we went back to catch more LOL

tiring day.. but FUN =D
do hang out more ! (:

Somehow i feel like
Cookie Monster = JieXin
Elmo = me
BigBird = Celine
LOL since this is what we wanted when we were at the machine haha

Thursday
hmmmm..... don't wanna talk much about it
but i will never forget the toilet incident with jiexin and amelia xD

after school, i met jiaqi and went to the airport to see FT Island !
WOOOTS ! hahaha finally
my first korean band okay !
hahaha so fun
but HONGKI COVERED HIS MOUTH WITH THE MASK !
waaaa then i feel like my hongki board abit wasted...
but at least MINHWAN DIND'T
my good boy ! hahaha
my good didi ! (:
but still.. i'm pretty disappointed...
my main aim is to see hongki and he..... T.T

Wednesday
got abit pissed off by the lecturer so i ran out of the LT after he said we can go

Tuesday
after school went out with jiexin

went to bugis and shop

she's PRO at bargaining lah...

bought some clothes and went to bugis junction to chat

then blah blah blah...

keep laughing like crazy girls haha

Thanks lah jiexin

according to her this = Pretty + handsome ! LOL

this is much better xD

hahahahaha

Anyway...

now i want 3 things !

PLAY SWING

GET NEW SOFT TOYS

& CHOCOLATES ~

hahaha wait till i have money then we shall start striking off the 2nd and 3rd ones

the 1st one... hmmm.... let's see anyone want go with me? =D

hahahaha i LOVE to swing and watch the stars at night

it's super NICE (:

muahahahahaha

2009-06-22T05:36:00.000-07:00

Oh my Tian T.T
SCHOOL HAS STARTED !
yesterday slept at 4
today woke up at 9
today morning after finished breakfast... i puked like a merlion =.=
then rushed to school to meet the gang for project
today = tired

During Comm Skills my brain feels like it wasn't functioning anymore
and celine noticed my head kept falling left and rolling to the right LOL
yes... i coulden't keep my head straight !

Ob...
stomach was aching really badly
and i'm starting to hate the number 13
they are always calling my number !
so i'm sure to answer the questions every week =.=

I'm not even sure why i'm blogging
sigh... brain really not functioning well lol

i wanna buy dresses ! T.T
sighh....

2009-06-21T08:27:00.000-07:00

Friday
Today woke up at aroung 11
then started to do Excel and found out i did alot of crap =.=
okay met kelvin at 2 in tm
then went to mac to do excel
thanks for helping me
BUT i still won't forget the part where you drop my dear precious lappy ! RAWR
anyway.. THANKS (:
hmm... went starbuck but i was feeling quite unwell.. girl problems =.=
xing wanted to come but in the end =.=
after that went to play swing !
I LOVE THE SWING (:
and I LOVE tO SWING AND LOOK AT STAR EVEN MORE <3333
talk alot and blah blahh

okay the exciting part

when i alighted at my bus stop...
had to walk some distance to the traffic light to cross the road..
then there was this old lady with a big hump on her back so she needed the umbrella as walking stick. She was carrying some stuff
so i as i crossed the road i keep looking back at her to see if she needed help
then the light was gonna change
then i realise one young man (around my age)
walked back to her, helped her carry her stuff and accompanied her.
when the light changed, the guy was like carrying the stuff and giving the stop sign to the cars...
i think he's REALLY HANDSOME
he's not really that good looking
BUT what he did made me regret..
i regret not helping her in the first place...
but as i walked back home i kept smiling

how many singaporean teens will even do that ?!
i think he's REALLY COOL (:
2 thumbs up ! ^^
i wanna learn from him
next time i wanna be the one doing that (:

anyway... gonna start rushing my Excel now
i think i'm gonna end up sleeping really late..
PLUS i have to meet Marissa and gang tomorrow for OB project T.T
and there's schoool >.<

JIAYOU ! FIGHTING ! GAMBATTE ! (:

Thursday
hmmm.. started to do my Econs project
but it was kinda crappy
and thanks alot to those who talked to me when i needed someone =D
Especially Gabi, Rala & Jiaqi (:
Rushed my Excel project until like 5 in the morning

Friday
not anything big but i just wanna blog about it
i think TP students are Kiasu, including me =D
the e-poly site lagged like mad since 9+
students are rushing in to get the CDS that they wanted
hahah i coulden't get in
so i asked kelvin to help
THANKS KELVIN ! WOOOOTS ! =D

2009-06-18T07:07:00.000-07:00

i really don't know what i want anymore...
i'm feeling so sian-ded
watched alot of sad videos
EMO time LOL
i hate to be emo lol

thanks to people who listened to me talk crap
like jiexin, jiaqi, georgy & xingyi
but i'm not feeling any better
i need to talk.. or else i'll be thinking of this and that =.=
BAD ... very bad

normally during evening to night time i should be very hungry
but i ate like 3 or 4 spoonful of rice i wanted to vomit

and my toes hurt !
abit swollen.. no wonder it's painful hahaha

need to rush projects !
jiayou jiayou !

2009-06-17T09:35:00.000-07:00

Yesterday
went out with jiaqi
she ate mac then around 4+ we went to bugis
we bought puremilk Tees again ! =D
MONKEYS are cute haha
then after that went home..
then very angry
ahhh don't wanna talk about it ....

Today
met yvonne, kelvin, jazvan, yingjie & jiexin !
after that we went to east coast park
haha marissa is cute lah..
wear skirt and make up to east coast ?!
haha nevermind her first time haha
remember girl.. come out with us cannot wear skirts ! haha

after that had lunch at subway ~
i bought cookies (:
then went to mac
and i had my free mcflurry ~
yay ~ haha i'm happy
hahaha got free ice cream only, i sound so cheapo xD
THANKS KELVIN UNC.. KOR KOR ! xP

then we went to yingjie's friend house to borrow fbt shorts and slippers for marissa
finally we went cycling !
me and jaz, kelvin & jiexin, marissa and waihou then the rest took singles
it was fun haha
then yingjie helped a girl who fell down ?
think so then help her treat for like 1hr +
then we continue ride
our bike is really really lousy =.=
the chain keep coming out
and something funny is.. it's jaz's somehow known sec school junior help him
he just anyhow hey bowen bowen ! lol
but he's nice to actually help us =D
THANK YOU ! haha

very balanced...
UNTIL jaz saw his louis or whatever friend
he called him then kelvin's bike came
we collide and i fell...
my leg very pain T.T

after we returned the bike, had dinner at parkway parade ?
yeah think so.. after that went in book store and start going crazy
hahah yeah.. jiexin and waihou always go crazy in book stores
2nd time already ! LOL
haha they're a funny duo ^^

so we went home and blah blah blah...
now my thighs are burning....
PAIN AHHHHHHHHHHHH !!!

2009-06-14T07:28:00.000-07:00

These few days i've been stuck at home
almost rotting
oohh no no FRIDAY did went out with xingyi & george
xingyi and me went shopping around until george came
so funny... i can't recognise george xD
xing and me bought polo tees
after that went to have dinner
then went to Starbucks

i was having such a bad headache
i thought i would faint
anyway.. went i reached home..still headache was pretty bad
so i slept at 2

Today... my niece and nephew came again =D
so cuuuuteee ~
i've become their maid lol
have to help them clean.. shower etc.
but nevermind lah because i love them <3
i was suppose to do my econs...
oohh well... hahahaha

.... i think i'm getting headaches again...
i might be dying ? hahaha

Recently got so addicted to Taylor Swift's Crazier (:

他不愛我　儘管如此　他還是贏走了我的心

2009-06-10T01:44:00.000-07:00

Yesterday

went out with jiexin, waihou and kelvin
went to plaza sing to watch the uninvited

but some dumb person saw the wrong cinema

and we were like sitting there... "hey correct cinema anot ?"
luckily waihou checked ! hahahaha

after that had waffles at gerlare
then went to suntec.. played arcade
and after that we went to Starbucks and started talking and bla bla blah

after that went to marina sq to do some window shopping haha
something happened and i was feeling so ZZZ
jiexin should know why

it's DUMB...

i guess i will forever remember this ZZZ thing =.=

ohhh yeahhhh REBORN hat ! in Otaku's house !
haha so CUTE ! not me.. the hat haha

then we went to the Esplanade
sat outside for awhile and went back into the air-con room
it was around 9pm so the cafe and library was closed D:
so no choice went to a bar.. it's harry's bar right ? yeah i guess

waihou was so funny! drink one sip he said not nice
i drank until like 3/4 of the cup then kelvin stopped me
I WASN'T DRUNK OKAY !
i'm PERFECTLY fine =D
but i'm tired
backaches .... dumb injury
so went home around 11pm +
so was out the whole day like from 10-11 ? LOL

i'd rather stay out the whole day
than to face the 4 walls at home
i had fun (:

Today

almost can't wake up
had to meet the marissa and yingjie for project !
but i'm feeling SO TIRED !
in library i kept asking for 5 min break lol

after that matthew came then soon kelvin came too
then, they had lunch at mensa 2
and waihou came
after that, went back to the library for more projects...
SUPER TIRED....

i need to talk to someone now !
Esp Georgy, jiaqi & xingyi !
i miss them T.T
i think i'm crazy lol
no lah too tired so moodswings ~

& SHIRLENE CHENG XING YI !
you called me but i didn't pick up cause i'm busy !
but i called and message you, you ignore me.... =.=
NOOB ! hahahaha

2009-06-06T03:08:00.000-07:00

Thursday
celebrated hazel's birthday
after that went for accounts
waaaaaa confident !
my cheating method in secondary school works =D
i work backwards for my balance sheet again
muahahahahahaha
and i was in a GREAT mood =D
only afew people know why =D

Friday
slept for pretty long
finally have enough sleep again =D
muahahahahaha
had convo with georgy and xing at night
hahaha so fun ~
esp xing is so funny

Today
hmmmmm actually wanted to meet xing
but forget it ~ hahaha
anyway.. planning to meet the 1B15 people on tues
peeps let's go watch THE HAUNTING IN CONNECTICUT.
so far only me, jiexin, waihou, kelvin and jazvan confirmed =D

anyway i kinda miss the E4 people !

Sentosa trip ! =D

jiaqi. peiwen, kexin and me ! (:

our stupid face ! =D

The 2 GAYS ! =D

my Ah zor (seet leei) and Ah zor friend (rachel) ! hahaha i remember okay ! =D

i remember all the dumb jokes =D

hahahaha

actually i always say i hate Damai

but now i kinda want go back eat stall 2's food !

and i wished i could see these people again

they kinda changed my life (:

i had ALOT of fun with them

ahhhhh i miss secondary school life ! >.<

i regret wasting my lower sec years

i could have enjoyed it like during upper sec times

i loved the poly life and my friends

but i still miss these dorks ! RAWRRR !

now everyone is so high on 꽃보다 남자

oohh well i watched it also because of 김현중 xP

anyway... i think singapore is slow =.=

haha but i think korean version was the best so far

heard china wanted another remake

oohhhh man.. please NO MORE !

esp in chinese =.=

2009-06-03T06:07:00.000-07:00

MY CSA GONE !
hahahahahaha oohhh well my csa gone already
i finished like in 20 mins time
because i left 4 structural question BLANK hahahahah
i alreay gave up on csa
so 11.30 + i went out already
continue staying inside also no use
think so long cannot figure out = cannot le
so no point in staying haha
everyone that came out was like "WTF?!"

anyway... my OB & MacEcons also gone case
i really dunno what i'm doing lah !
i think my sis is correct... the way i memorise stuff is =.=
sure cannot study one !
must learn her "smoking" or some method hahaha
must jiayou for accounts tomorrow ! >.<

anyway...
today went out with kelvin, jazvan, celine and jiexin
go tampines and had lunch at pizza huts
after that jazvan & celine went home
so only left me, jiexin and kelvin
& we went to watch Angels & demons
the movie is kinda.....
haha okay nevermind
then had dinner at subway
and went home

now chatting with georgy
after that have to study

tomorrow got Accounts !
JIAYOU ! FIGHTING ! GAMBATTE !

2009-05-31T08:54:00.000-07:00

Today my cousin came again
haha one more baby !
so cute ~
i alway forget to take his photos
but i remembered today ~ hahaha

his double chin is THICK lol
BUT cute ~
hahahahaha
sure will become very handsome one day (:

& more on my niece (:

SHE'S CUTE ! =D
sure will become very pretty

LOL i just LOVE babies ~
baby maniac ~

These few days is feeling kinda ZZZ
people let's all shake hand and talk okay ?
don't start a cold war >.<

tomorrow OB test
JIAYOU ! FIGHTING ! GAMBATTE !
hope i can pass >.<

2009-05-30T04:00:00.000-07:00

my niece is at my house now !
weeeeeeeeeeeeee x))
yeap i'm happy (:
anyway... i'm taking care of her now..
& studying for the test

JIAYOU! FIGHTING ! GAMBATTE ! (:

currently addicted to this song (:

I'd Lie By taylor Swift

I don't think that passenger seat
Has ever looked this good to me
He tells me about his night
And I count the colors in his eyes

He'll never fall in love he swears
As he runs his fingers through his hair
I'm laughing 'cause I hope he's wrong
And I don't think it ever crossed his mind
He tells a joke I fake a smile
That I know all his favorite songs and

I could tell you his favorite colors green
He loves to argue, born on the seventeenth
His sister's beautiful, he has his father's eyes
And if you ask me if I love him, I'd lie

He looks around the room
Innocently overlooks the truth
Shouldn't a light go on?
Doesn't he know I've had him memorized for so long?

He sees everything black and white
Never let nobody see him cry
I don't let nobody see me wishing he was mine

I could tell you his favorite colors green
He loves to argue, born on the seventeenth
His sister's beautiful, he has his father's eyes
And if you ask me if I love him, I'd lie

He stands there then walks away
My God, if I could only say
I'm holding every breathe for you

He'd never tell you but he can play guitar
I think he can see through everything but my heart
First thought when I wake up is, "My god, he's beautiful"
So I put on my make up and pray for a miracle

Yes, I could tell you his favorite colors green
He loves to argue oh and it kills me
His sisters beautiful he has his father's eyes
And if you asked me if I love him
If you ask me if I love him, I'd lie

if you ask me, I'd Lie (:

2009-05-29T04:51:00.000-07:00

Today was fun and TIRING !
hahahahaha
Dumber's Birthday !
hahaha okay lah kelvin's birthday !
hmm... apel was kinda boring then had our CSA excel test
i got 14.5/15 ! hahaha
so shocking. i can actually finish it in time ! ^^
after that did our OB quiz ~
hahaha i got 17/20 ! hahahaha SHOCKING !

okay we celebrated kelvin's birthday
haha yingjie smashed the cake on kelvin's face !
hahahaha so bad BUT i like it ! xP
hahaha hope you like the present ! (:

must accept the fact that you're 20 years old now !
awwwwww hahaha ~

oohh yeah and thanks jazvan for the cake ! (:

first time 1B15 took photos ! hahahaha

not bad for a start ^^

after that went to print comm skills stuff

then slack at IT school's canteen until 3.30

then went back home

when i went home

my grandma told me that my grandpa had gone missing

i thought she was joking but realised it's REAL

scare me like mad

i went out to search for him

cause he had high blood pressure, senile and went missing since 8am !

then i tried calling xing but she's sleeping then jiaqi having lesson

waaaahhh luckily kelvin message at this time then i call him

or else i'll be crying in the middle of the car park lol

okay ~ around 5+ went to police station

then ... better not write out hahaha

then around 6.30 my aunt found him !

apparently someone brought him to our block

LOL he power.. from 508 walk to bedok inter then keep walking and walking

from 8am to 6.30 pm ! =.=

i shop also never shop so long b4

but anyway, good that he's back ! hahahaha

so tired, running around just to find him

TIME TO STUDY !

okay going to shower and study now

next week TEST !!

JIA YOU ! FIGHTING ! GAMBATTE !

hahaha

I've never changed my attitude

I've only just become more quiet (:

& HAPPY 20th BIRTHDAY DUMBER !

hope all your wishes come true (:

2009-05-27T07:11:00.000-07:00

Today went to Bugis with Celine, Marissa & Yingjie to buy something
hahahaa it's now still a secret but i guess everyone should know already xP

Today had another major headache in lecture T.T
ying jie sponser me panadols again
THANKS girl !
these few days getting headache... die..

Test coming soon ! time to DIE
JIAYOU, GAMBATTE, FIGHTING !!!!

After listening to this song...
i've regretted ! i apologise to whoever i've laughed at !
since sec 3 i've tried to change, and at least i did !
the lyrics is GOOD super meaningful

Miss Invisible by Marie Digby

There's a girl
Who sits under the bleachers
Just another day eating alone
And though she smiles
There is something just hiding
And she can't find a way to relate
She just goes unnoticed
As the crowd passes by
And she'll pretend to be busy
When inside she just wants to cryAnd she'll say...

Take a little look at the life of Miss Always Invisible
Look a little harder, I really really want you to put yourself in her shoes
Take another look at the face of Miss Always Invisible
Look a little closer and maybe then you will see why she waits for the day
When you'll ask her her name

The beginning, in the first weeks of class
She did everything to try and fit in
But the others they couldn't seem to get past all the things that mismatched on the surface
And she would close her eyes when they laughed and she fell down the stairs
And the more that they joked
And the more that they screamed
She retreated to where she is now
And she'll sing...

Take a little look at the life of Miss Always Invisible
Look a little harder I really really want you to put yourself in her shoes
Take a little look at the face of Miss Always Invisible
Look a little closer and maybe then you will see why she waits for the day that you will ask her... her name
Then one day just the same as the last
Just a day spent counting the timeCame a boy that sat under the bleachers j
ust a little bit further behind...

2009-05-25T06:02:00.000-07:00

b4 i forget...
yesterday xiao qiang came into my room
waaaaa and i was rushing my csa
suddenly see something crawled in from my window
then like 1 am like that i was screaming to my mum and dad for help =.=
must be kelvin curse me haha
no lah joking ~
Ps. i wish all xiaoqiang and his friends can stay away from me. thank you very much =D

today met up with waihou, matthew, yingjie and marissa to do our project
and jazvan very pro... everytime can find us in library haha

hmmm... lesson was REALLY boring
must start studying le ! >.< JIAYOU ! GAMBATTE ! FIGHTING!

i'm back to going crazy over this song <33
Can you hear me? (들리나요)

조금만 아파도 눈물나요
jogeumman apado nunmullayo
가슴이 소리쳐요
gaseumi sorichyeoyo
그대 앞을 그대 곁을 지나면
geudae apeul geudae gyeoteul jinamyeon
온통 세상이 그대인데
ontong sesangi geudaeinde
그대만 그리는데
geudaeman geurineunde
그대 앞에선 숨을 죽여요
geudae apeseon sumeul jugyeoyo
내게 그대가 인연이 아닌 것처럼
naege geudaega inyeoni anin geotcheoreom
그저 스치는 순간인 것처럼
geujeo seuchineun sunganin geotcheoreom
쉽게 날 지나치는 그대 곁에
swipge nal jinachineun geudae gyeote
또 다가가 한 걸음조차
tto dagaga han georeumjocha
채 뗄 수 없을지라도
chae ttel su eobseuljirado
서성이게 해 눈물짓게 해
seoseongige hae nunmuljitge hae..
바보처럼 아이처럼
babocheoreom aicheoreom
차라리 그냥 웃어버려
charari geunyang useobeoryeo

i'm thinking alot these few days
i should stop
but i can't lol
i'm the BIGGEST 바보 !

2009-05-19T07:08:00.000-07:00

today went to lecture
same econs lecturer as last week so sian !

after that went to play basketball with ying jie, kelvin, matthew, jazvan, junming & waihou
quite fun lah. jazvan super big, super scary lah lol
then the rest of them cover up my sky =.=
RAWRRRR

then went back to library to cool down. AIR CON !
hahaha 1B15 LOVES the library hahaha
the guys were watching SAW lah =.=
hear the sound disguting enough liao lor haha

still so sweaty but still have to go for accounts tut
then like 1 hour after he let us go le SHIOK ! haha
and after that is more bball-ing haha
this time ying jie don't want play so sad
marissa and her stonning at the far end
so become me and the rest of the guys play
jinyang scary lah hahaha
and once again all cover my sky =.=

worse of all until like 9 then i realise i got sunburnt =.=
haix... skin getting more and more weak is it ?
or is it the sun ? sad..

okay was chatting with kelvin quek kai min
and i found out i'm getting OLD !
RAWR i only say old songs nice he can come send me songs from 1996
and you know what ?! I KNOW HOW TO SING ! THANKS MAN !
talk to him i also feel so old le
but anyway... he intro me some songs lah
you're forgiven =D hahahahahaha

waaa talk to him super funny hahah
so crappy. but i made so many mistakes
so pai seh faster forget lah. your selective STM never work on right time one haha
need remember one don't remember..bo liao stuff keep remembering haha
*cannot remember* *cannot remember*

anyway.. he into me AH NIU's SONG !
hahah title is speak my language
so funny !
"Are you reeeeeeeaaady ?!
heh heh heh heh"

LOL alost died laughing

oohh yeah now yingjie also addicted to 最后一次
hahah SO NICE ! =D

i now got so many songs feel like going k box lah ! >.<
hahaha must make kelvin sing the AH NIU's song
since he introto me one hahahahahah

tomorrow need do CSA !!! T.T
meeting yingjie at 12 to do csa project and excel

내가바보.....

2009-05-18T04:18:00.000-07:00

today woke up at 8 to continue my research
after that met kelvin, matthew and yingjie at tm
we went to play arcade
then there' this little boy so ZZZ !
seems like yingjie know him haha
anyway... had fun ~
made me not so kan jiong
ate at BBQ chicken ? yeah i think so
hahaha the ice cream is ex but is nice ~ haha
took a cab back to school so panick
but the tutor haven't come =.=

oohh yeah shoulden't have told kelvin to buy the ear piece ! RAWR
cause after that he started toching my head
POOR HEAD !!! hahaha

anyway... comm skills is soo DEAD
i don't even know what i'm writing
SO BLURR !! ahhh why so stupid ?! T.T

anyway.. when waiting for ob tutor
kelvin disturb my head again !
then play scissors, paper, stone with yingjie i also lose T.T
OMG SIAN ~~~~~
from tomorrow onwards must run away from his hand lol. haha just joking lah
i don't think really that suay bah ?

i have a feeling the ob tutor don't like me or something
he always like very angry with our group
because we're too noisy ?
waaahhh but like so zzz...

our class people like don't take picture de leh !
not that i like to take photos
but i don't want to wait until going to change class then take lah !

anyway... i think i need talk to jiaqi le
i'm going crazy soon T.T

i will be fine.. i think ?

2009-05-17T09:58:00.000-07:00

okay today shall keep it short
still in the middle of chionging my COM SKILLS !

today feels really strange
i feel super not well but i'm not sick
jia qi should know what i'm thinking about bah ? hahaha

anyway... started chionging my com skills from afternoon
i did read something but no LING GAN !
@!#$#@!!%##
so angry at myself
why am i so dumb ?!
why can't you be more clever ?!
you're super no use lah !
T.T

note to self :
TING ARH ! stop thinking about irrelevant stuff !
focus on studies ! DON'T BO LIAO !

2009-05-16T09:37:00.000-07:00

my niece came to my house ~
Weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee x)))

pictures ~~~~

okay today was suppose to do my research !
in the end... aiya.. cannot conncentrate lol
haha but at least i got read some.
cause my cousin using the com
so i go play with babies
my other cousin brought her son too
so cute ! both are so chubby ! ahahahaha

oohhh yeah .. forgot take photo of my cousin's son !! T.T

anyways... started chatting with lao da
was really bored the whole day
then played games with lao da
i'm quite shocked we played from around 7 to 9 ... then i was like thinking should be quite early now.but quite shockedto see so late already
then 9-11 become he say this to me lol

my friend sent me the song 最后一次. super nice!
then lao da sent me the video
thanks to him my eyes hurt now
i don't have enough tissue so i used my towel
need wash liao lol

(someone reminded me this ) edit: yeah well one baby grasshopper was at the door there when i wanted to close the door
i din't have insecticide in my room so i took amipure and spray at it
so in the end it hopped out and i close my door quickly
PRO rigth ?!

now chatting with marissa also
waaaaa... she's like a kid lah
sometimes i really wonder if she's faking her age or not
SO CUTE lah.i can predict sure got alot of guys want to date her lor
but talk to her is like don't know want to laugh or not

oohhh yeah jiaqi
what i said today please delete all from your brains
hahaha i don't want think so much le..thanks lol
hahahahaha

i will be fine ! ^^
あたしわ大丈夫!

2009-05-15T10:04:00.000-07:00

today ... let me think what did i do ?
oohhh slept at 2+ woke up at 6+
omg sleep 4 hours only
whose fault ? hahaha Lao da's fault. no lah joking
the CSA tutorial was so shag ...
i almost died plus.. the break was so SHORT
ohh yeah have to thank kelvin (lao da) for helping me configure the stuff
THANKS ALOT ! ^^

i was telling the girls i really tired, so i walk is like kinda slanted then i bang the wall
then lao da laugh at me lor
good lah ! hahaha heartless guy haha

after that xingyi keep calling me =.=
oohhh yeah ying jie finally can get her laptop le !
haha not suay anymore =X
and the guys went to play basketball ! RAWR >.<
so Hazel and i met xing and ate at Carls junior ?
dunno what name lah
but was SO ex but the meal is like mac size
so xing and me share one meal
walk walk walk then go home

xingyi getting more and more boring
LOL better bring her out more often haha
then talk alot crap until hazel and xing gang up one me !
BULLY ! lol

reached home then start crapping with those usual people
then when yingjie come all chiong buy pets lol
super boliao. ohh yeah i made xingyi do all the shit stuff xD
luckily she didn't go check or else LOL she's gonna nagg at me xP

2009-05-14T09:41:00.000-07:00

weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee x))
THURSDAY IS OVER
the day i hate most
got lesson + CCA 9am to 9pm
is like HELL

yesterday because of LAO da (kelvin quek kai min) i never do my comm skills research haha. no lah just joking
lol talk alot of crap with LAO da until 1
PRO right ? haha
at least got things to crap about

then today saw LAO da i remember his typos ! hahaha
like TB, thigns and lesson!
hahaha so lame but funny
i look so old meh ? keep calling me da jie and boss =.=

was doing EXCEL
but i give up
it's HOPELESS
super confusing lah ! OMG

haha ohh yeah LAO da birthday on may 29
any classmates who see this please donate slippers to him haha

anyway....
let me post some pics of my NIECE
SUPER CUTE !

2009-05-12T11:22:00.000-07:00

surprise surprise !
i'm blogging at 2AM !
hahahahahahaha
yeap just got my laptop

today morning met up with yingjie, aunty matthew and kelvin to have breakfast at mac
matthew drank alot of strange stuff but surprisingly he didn't rush to the toilet
in conclusion, matthew can drink anything ! PRO ! lol

chatting with rala now
she's so high on suju lol
keep telling mt to watch the new sj mv
i think it's okay but the moment i see kibum
i got kinda pissed off
he should dig a hole and bury himself !
only those fans will know what 'm talking about lol

the mv was fine and of course who is the cuttest, hottest, best ?
of course it's donghae lol

just now was chatting with amelia about BOF !
haha i didn't know so many people watch BOF
i was quite shocked marissa watched that xD

okay anyway...i think i'm gonna sleep now >.<
SIAN tomorrow got OB lecture >.<

2009-04-25T01:40:00.000-07:00

Once again, i'm using the com at my sis house
muahahahaha finally got to touch the com ~
hand getting itchy

lectures are boring ! >.<
lol during the comm skills tutorial we're suppose to discuss about the topic
but in the end yingjie, marissa and me started telling ghost stories xD

oohh yea... just ordered my laptop ! YES !
finally....
i've been missing out on so many kpop news and song
argghhh... i want to listen to so many songs >.<

anyway... i just finished my excel assignment. WOOTS ! =D
i'm gonna start becoming a geek =D

oohhh yeah since i'm at sis house
hahaha ne more thing beside the com which makes me happy
MY NIECE. AMELIA is so cute
she gree\w so much bigger than last week
long hand and legs
lol i'm so jealous >.<

lol oohh well... tomorrow still gonna continue doing my school work.
RAWR !

ohh yeah... can you believe it ?
i actually sign up for around 5 cca
but gonna try them out first
i think i wrote canoeing, judo, akido, archery & sport club
still the sports club attract me most
hahah Oops =X
i feel like i've already choosen what i wanted =X
nevermind i shall try out first ^^

2009-04-22T03:41:00.000-07:00

Today
met my classmates for lunch !
wow some of them actually talk alot one
hahaha not bad not bad

today's lecture was pretty fun
the lecturer quite funny haha

yesterday just found out hazel is new clothes' friend (xingyi)
muahahahahaha not bad not bad
got quite alot of common friends ^^

i want go see amelia !
RAWR... okay not my class de but my niece.
she's really cute >.<
ahhh i wish i can play with her lol

2009-04-21T02:30:00.000-07:00

i'm so late in updating =.=
so sorry but because my com spoil !
@!@$!@#!@#$%!!

April 16
went for TP orientation
was so so lah then only know 2 friends cause pai seh
then after that went to join regatta
quite shocking to see the girls boat all knows how to row. WOW

April 17
competition day =D
guess what ? we won first
then even the boy's team win first
then the seniors boys and girls team also
haha heard that it was business school's fith year winning
quite happy arh
haha great day. i knew more friends + win competition

i always thought that i super thin skin people will shy one
waaa didn't know i so thick skin one xD

Yesterday
errr... just started tutorial
quite okay lah...
my class SUPER quiet SO SAD !

Today
errr.. met hazel, celine, marissa & yingjie for breakfast
then didn't make much new friend
the lecture was boring
our cp late !
so after that went tp with the same girl
why our class still so quiet ?! still so not enthu de ?!
now using cousin's com
when can i get a laptop ?!
@##$%!!!!!

but not bad lah now at least talk alot with new friends ^^
i'm gonna make sure our class gets noisy ! ^^

oohh yea my niece was damn cute lah
born on april 12 ! =D
she's SUPER SUPER CUTE
but i shall post the photos after i get my laptop =D

2009-04-02T08:47:00.000-07:00

Spent my day stoning again
but today i watched 앤티크 Antique bakery

1 word to describe: Gay

the front part is fine

but it's until 김재욱 and the guy...

but luckily jihoon is not gay ! haha

not bad it's actually quite funny

the reason i watch antique bakery is because

on 2pm's MBC Every1 Idol Army Show with 2am

seulong kept saying he should go watch it with them xD

these few days until 3am then sleep

cause my mum and i were watching my girl lol

Lee Da Hae is so cute

& the actors are really handsome too ^^

These few days after watching 2pm

i got so addicted to wooyoung. 장우영 <33333

but still i like 이동해 & 이홍기 ^^

after Mery told me to watch suju on star king

i think sungmin suddenly feels so manly lol

when he was performing the magic show i thought he looked pretty manly haha

the rest of the guys must be so jealous of him haha ^^

2009-03-27T08:12:00.000-07:00

Thursday
met mery at tm
but before that i was watching 2PM's idol show
omg nickhun + wooyoung <333

kenichi ! kawaii ne ? haha
LOL love his love song
amai amai amai !
hahahahahahaha
choooo kawaii xD

& JROCK is the best !
"i raped my mother
i killed my dad
korosu korosu ! (kill kill)
RAWRRRR"
^ please do not think that all jrock is like this
the lyrics is so LOL xD
Warning: JROCK IS NOT LIKE THIS
THEY DON'T WEAR THESE TYPE OF CLOTHES
& DON'T REALLY SING WITH THIS TYPE OF LYRICS
but some do scream like this ^^;

great move haha
very funny ^^

after that went to city link?
i think that the name bah
not really interested because the clothes are kinda ...
but mery bought a skirt
then went to plaza sing ?
i think yeah.
then i bought a pair of shoes ^^

hahaha at night still had fun watching idol show
NOT porn, not ecchi shows , not yadong !
2pm is so cute ! ahhh wooyoung ! <333 laugh so loud until i woke my grandma up xD

Today
continued watching idol show !
hahahahaha i'm so loving nickhun & wooyoung ! <33
while watching i continued practice writing my japanese & korean
can memorise afew of the hiragana.
but err korean fail =.=

okay now continue my idol show bah ^^

Sentosa ~

2009-03-27T06:52:00.000-07:00

monday
went to sentosa with david, kexin, jia ji, syaz, amirah, amirul, naufal
after that yap yue came too
had alot of fun haha
long story, i'll just post photos

Time to bury jiaji ! lol
we dug a really big hole
so in the end he can't even get up xD

when leaving sentosa

syaz took this on the train ^^

2009-03-23T08:55:00.000-07:00

Saturday
12.30 met xingyi
then went to buy this

then after that went BBQ-ing with friends
LOL BBQ-ing in the rain is quite fun

i look so zzz ! xingyi ! LOL

sunday
my mum never cook dinner for me ! D:
LOL it's because we're going to my sis house for buffet
it was her birthday. but i was having a headache from the previous day because of the rain

& her friends was like screaming while playing with wii
waaaaa headache got worse
somemore i don't really dare to get food since theres so many people
so i ate only 4 pieces of the same pizza

after that chatted with mery about idols & stuff about the world
some of these people are wasting food while the others are trying their best to even find food for their family
@#!%#@#%!!!
sigh... the world is unfair ! RAWR

Today
i will blog next time
since syaz haven't send me the photos

2009-03-13T08:43:00.000-07:00

Today is a GREAT day (:
because finally SuJu's MV & comeback is out !

hehehehehe happy day 13/3

hahahaha donghae <3

i'm kinda sick now but i'm still in good mood (:

gabi asked me to find some ****** photos for her project
hahahahaha laughing all the way xD

in conclusion ~
i'm still in good mood ! (:
super junior <3

2009-03-12T09:23:00.000-07:00

These few days gonna start fangirling once again ! =D
because of suju

just got all their new song
but i can't really find kibum, heechul, sungmin & hankyung's voice
muahahahahaha at least there's plenty of donghae's part ^^
i really love the song reset.
it's like sorry sorry can't get it out of my mind hehe

told gabi that i'm getting dumber day by day since my holiday started
not studying really makes me dumb
i can't spell properly or think properly

these few days of stonning
i feel like i really don't have a life
what's wrong with me ?
i don't wanna go out
i'm just stonning in front of my laptop
everyday is so boring ~

AHHHHHH BOREDOM KILLS

2009-03-11T09:13:00.000-07:00

I LOVE MY NEW BLOGSKIN
it's colourful ~ woots ^^

I'm so loving this song
i love this show 射雕英雄传 <3
我只能爱你

i like the these lyrics ^^
不曾褪色的承诺比永久还要久
痛过哭过也恨过从未想放弃过

就算全世界都要来与你为敌
也还要紧紧抱着你泪不会掉一滴
为了你我可以因为爱你我只能爱你
只要为你我愿意牺牲一切都不觉可惜
真正的爱过才算真正的活过
爱你从此再无他所求

stonning at home
watched 神雕俠侶 the whole day
i guess i'm starting to like china old shows.
BUT oohhh well ~ it's nice (:

THEY ARE FINALLY BACK !
sorry sorry sorry sorry ~
SUJU is back ! hehe

the whole song, dance and image looks pretty man ^^
haha i'm impressed. it seems like they're finally grown up

& donghae ~
his hair style & image is BEST ! hahahaha
i'm bias ~ lalala

2009-03-10T06:14:00.000-07:00

For the past few weeks i haven't been blogging lol

kinda lazy =X

i'll just post some pictures ~

this photo was take by me.

very nice right ?!

poly admission stuff made me really headache

went to school 2 times to give my stuff

yesterday went to take cert from damai with jiaqi & her friends

then went to TP to finish my enrolment.

recently addicted to china shows

i love 射雕英雄传 by ariel lin and hu ge

lol actually i like all 射雕英雄传

don't know why but just love this show alot ^^

my sis gonna give give birth to my niece by around 2 weeks time

AHHHHH i can't wait. i wanna play with the baby ! xD

faster faster !

2009-02-11T07:10:00.000-08:00

I'm really gonna become a narutard
i've watched naruto from yesterday, 1am till now...
i just love anime ~

is there anything else to do rather than slacking ?
i'm kinda sick of doing nothing
when there's school i hope it ends faster
now when there's holiday i want it to be over too

actually... i don't really feel like blogging today
but then naruto video - hang-ing in process ! D:

ohh yea
jiaqi remember next week tuesday going to bugis
you better remember lol
don't say i didn't remind you
write here for you already (:

GEE GEE GEE GEE BABY BABY (:

2009-02-08T06:59:00.000-08:00

these few days i think i'm rotting
i don't even bother about blogging
why ? because of my laptop.
sigh... don't even wanna talk about it

currenty rewatching naruto...
ahhh i love naruto ~ BIG NARUTO FAN ^^
i'm back to watchin anime ~ otaku desu ^^
i'm about to finish reading my skip beat manga
lol i wish i could fly there to buy more.
but i'm too lazy to go out

recently so addicted to GEE by SNSD
i'm starting to like them but of course EXCEPT TIFFANY
so started learning GEE's dance hahahaha

my dasao asked me if i wanna work in hospital
but 3 months ?! i need to go school so have to reject
david asked me to go work too
but nah lazy ~ hehehehehe

i need more entertainments ! i'm too bored now T.T

oh yea heard that wonbin is out of ft island
even though i'm a BIG fan of ft
i don't really really bother about him =/
but i'm pretty curious about the new member
SONG SEUNG HYUN

he's cute ! ^^

and my little hwannie has grown up ! =D

he looks pretty manly here huh ?
saw parts of the music video
ahhhhh i'll be waiting ~ ^^

2009-01-28T05:42:00.000-08:00

monday
alot of people came to my house
then went to my relative house to bai nian

tuedays
my relatives came to my house
then my cousins and i went to watch movie
i think it's called love matters right ?
there's no story line but to me it's not SUPER funny
but i guess it was okay (:

today
went to meet xing and georgy at tm
then saw junice
went to tm together and saw many friends
they went to watch movie so in the end only 3 of us went shopping
dang george is rich... i'm jealous lol
xingyi very unlucky lol
whatever she wanna buy it's out of stock lol
but actually is she kinda lame
go shopping don't bring money
after afew weeks then she would come back to buy it LOL
after that i bought a anklet etc..
now they're conferencing on msn
talking about me saying i'm dao LOL
my com is laggy okay ! haha

i wanna go to kino !
i need to get my skip beat manga ! RAWR
i'm going mad ! i hate to read from the net
cause my laptop is so laggy
oh GOD let me get a new laptop soon >.<
and i want a PSP RAWR !

2009-01-18T05:03:00.000-08:00

friday was suppose to go out with "omma" but since thursday night don't feel very well
so never go... so sorry >.<
saturday kept jumping aaround at home for no reason but at least feel better after sweating

today went out with new clothes hehe okay okay xingyi
went to orchard but bought nothing much
lol prank call george... we kept laughing but george was stoning ! xD
WE FAILED! yeah it's childish but quite funny because of xingyi
we wanted to take bus to bugis but after walking to 2 bus stop still can't find bus 65
xingyi you're so noob ! xD
so took mrt and went to bugis street
today there's so many people... almost died in there
can't even stop to look at clothes

went to bugis junction
i saw a long tee that i like but was $89 can you believe it ?!
hey i'm just a student lah don't do this to me lol
went to pmk again
dang i love their new clothes haha
so bought one tee hoodie one long tee
then the sales lady told me get one more piece then i can have 2 doll which cost 5+ euro dollars EACH +pmk member card
hahahaha xingyi saw one sweater want ask me for member card le ! xD
on our way home i gave one of the doll to xingyi
i say is sheep she say it's cow lol
in the end she named it meh-moo~ LOL lame right she ? haha
& i bought SKIP BEAT manga again ! D:
must stop buying le ! ohhh noo
lol xingyi nagg alot she said it's because during work she's so bored so now she talk alot when with someone. lol is nag and nag and nag and nag lol like what jiaqi say about me last time xD
lol too bad ! it's because we've been stoning alone for too long ! haha

when i came home i actually thought my mum will nag at me but she didn't !
LOL luckily ~ hahahaha she say okay lah not bad
xingyi now become quite naggy.. lol but in a good way
she helped me save money haha
i kept complimenting her infront of my mum then my mum say okay lah this kind of people is a good friend haha i told her this and she said she's gonna fly to the sky le xD
actually wanted to buy a dress from bugis street which is like 35 but not as nice as all the 3 i bought from PMK even though it adds up to 87 but it's worth ^^
THANKS XINGYI ! haha
she very pro... wanted to buy one bag for jc, she can go to so many shops to search for a very good and cheap one
my mum say i should learn from her don't waste money le ! haha
xingyi go out with me again to shop next time !
and oohhh i remember my subway meal ! haha

xingyi must go out with me again ! haha
lol just saw bigbang's HOW GEE on mtv china.
lol first time watched it.. SEUNGRI is so LOL ~ !
just went to irritate georgie haha fun ~

i really love my FRIENDS
they are nice and yeap really nice
i'm glad to have know them
at least they are not just acting to be your friend like so many people do
xingyi, junice,george,aldrich,jiehao,nicky,jiaqi,peiwen,meizheng etc
i can really guarentee they are nice after knowing them for 2-4 years
you guys are the best ! ((:
arigatou ne (:
lol i talk too much.... but i guess because now we've graduated i kinda miss these friends
they are the best ! (:
i love you guys ! hahahahahha

2009-01-14T06:56:00.000-08:00

today went to my sis' house again
finally decided on what course i wanted and registered
hope i can get into a school T.T
my dasao taught me how to play piano hahaha
it's fun lah.. but she quite strict scary ~
ate at mos burger.. & went home

lol stella "omma" showed me SHINee's video
omg ! my taeminie ah ! he's so cute ! xD the next dance machine !
and ahhh jonghyun haha he's always so cute
made me so high esp onew when he sang the chinese song <33

saw SHINee's repackage album amigo on sale
i regreted buying the version 1
should have waited dang... SM is good at making people regret
i regreted buying SJM album should have waited
LOL why am i so impatient ?!
must learn already >.<

2009-01-13T06:21:00.000-08:00

sigh... today stayed at home all day thinking about what course i should choose
seriously.. before i get my results i feel so worried and irritated after getting my results i'm getting irritated. i really don't know what course i should go to

should i go to ngee ann which is far but has a course i wanted ?
or should i go to a course i like alittle bit but the school is near ?

i need opinions T.T please do kill me
i think i'm going mad soon...

i don't even know how to get to ngee ann ! so what should i do ?!
somemore go ngee ann no more old friends le =/
sigh... super confused super no mood !
ahhhhh lol forget it

2009-01-12T07:57:00.000-08:00

so nervous when i got my result lol
when i took my result i was like omg omg fag! why cannot open ?!
seetleei : must tear one lol
while trembling i tore 2 sides already, omg why cannot open ?! throws it on the floor
jiaqi : i help you open lah
when i saw the result i : whhhaaaa heng arh ~
lol i scared until i become crazy

after than went to my sis' house to borrow com
it's so much better. so much better than this one =,=
after discussing with my bro decided to go ngee ann but still considering ~
but all my friends are going to TP ~ T.T
i'm alone ~ i'm shy ! xD

my sis' house is pretty messy
but at least it feels cosy ^^
lol felt like i went there to enjoy haha

i'll be able to get a new laptop !
WOOT ~
i hope i can get into that course (:

& jiaqi please at least reply me
so that i can know you're safe !

2009-01-11T06:03:00.000-08:00

Today woke up early in the morning and went to sing K with my cousin
lol i think she's addicted to yamapi's daite sennorita
& TOP one is not good at all no updated DBSK songs or any korean & japanese songs
surprisingly she sing old song got alot of feeling ! ^^
& i kept replaying balloon by DBSK so addicted to it now.. BUT i'm not a fan, i just purely listen to their music (:

after that went shopping and bought manga again
when can i ever quit ?!
bought 2 vols of SKIP BEAT. i love this manga xD
bought puremilk's jeans & thanks to her member card for saving me ^^

LOL "omma" sent me the of heechul as mr joker (his english name)
laugh too loud. stomache pain xD

sigh... i think i wanna join jiaqi to jump into the reservoir
i'm really scared T.T let us get into a course ! *prays*

everone is asking me " hey how's your results?" , "do you have confidence ?"
Ans: NO
i wished we can all get into a school that we wanted so jiaqi won't have to go scuba diving in the reservoir
i hope we can get good results ! T.T

2009-01-10T06:04:00.000-08:00

Today was suppose to go jogging with xingyi
woke up at 8+ then she tell me she's tired maybe next time then go =.=
xing, if you read this.. can i strangle you ? lol

went to bedok inter to buy lots of food ~
throughout the whole holiday i just eat & eat i didn't even exercise
i'm sure i gained alot of weight T.T

seems like kangteuk are going divorce because kangin got another wife !
kangin appa how could you ?! D:

& to you jiaji ~
you're so bad !
if you don't know what you did just message me again
you're still SO BAD ! lol

&rala ~

he's mine ne (: hahaha JK ^^

oohhh yeah tomorrow have to go sing K with my cousin...
but abit no mood cause of O level's results the next day T.T
*PRAYS REALLY HARD* please let me get into a course that i wanted
i feel like crying T.T i'm trembling

2009-01-09T08:56:00.000-08:00

those that know me you'll be shocked to see that i started a blog right ? hahaha
took me 3 hrs + to actually know how to change layout and everything... i'm such a noob D:
& thanks alot to gabi. she helped me think of the name for the link ^^

sigh... O lvl results release on monday T.T
please prepare tissue for me... i can already predict what kind of results i will get T.T

last & not least~
my son ryeowook has grown up ! ^^
now he looks more manly ~

The begining

2009-01-09T05:04:00.000-08:00

xing xing told me to create one ~ <3
thanks gabi for helping me think of a nice name for the link <3

hehehe